I guess, i dont have to post so much things about others up because it's non of my business.
Maybe i just care too much of her. She gave us up for him. All i wanted to let her know is,
"Nobody had given you up. Nobody is leaving you. We are here, waiting for you to be back, waiting for you to wake up. When you said you've wake up, but no, you're not. You got so much friends to talk to. You still have me and xq. We are willing to hear your problems. Is you, the one who doesn't wants to share with us. Don't ever said you have no friends to talk to, unless you really wanna ditch us for him.. I'm not asking you to leave him, but frankly speaking. Seeing you like this, i believe you made more than 5 person feel so gekxim.. I'm not saying much more here. Whatever i wanna said, i've already repeated myself maybe more than 3 times. Your life, you choose. Whatever your choice is, you always have us by your side." Xoxo.
So, i had any problem here. So much about my bffs. I don't know what happened to her. I hope she will cheerup soon. I dislike seeing her sad about everything. Especially to people don't even worth her tears. I AM PROTECTIVE towards her. In fact, i'm protective to all my bffs.
She doesn't owe you guys a living. Stop making her feel so upset. You people spent more time with her, like everyday. Isn't your job is to make her feel happy? That is what friends are for. If you people cant make her happy please fuck off instead of making her feel fucked up with her life. Zzz -.- And some people just cant grow up. Please go home and drink more milkkkkk!!!
I guess, that 2 among my bffs is someone i cant lose in my life. I wont deny, i do cried for them. Often. When they felt so sad, crazy and i just can't do anything.
Okay, after so much of ranting above. Shall not continue ranting anymore..
So so, what's about life now? Work, work and work. I wanna save up money, for my future. I'm not young anymore.. I'm hitting 20 in a few years time, or rather, a year? Lol. Then, after that, my big day.. The day that i really need to commit in a relationship.. So much things not yet done.
So much fun, not yet played. I always wondered, do i still have a chance to? So much events coming up... Couldn't catch up at all.
My birthday is coming soon, in a month's time. Not sure how am i gonna celebrate it. I totally got no idea at all. Any idea?? I like surprises. *hinting* HEHE :D
The upcoming event.
29th Jan - Ashley's Birthday
21st Jan - Precious' 1st birthday
15th Feb - Bff Apple's birthday
21st Feb - MY BIRTHDAY
26th Feb - Bff Joanne's birthday
Add on to CNY, Valentines' day.
Oh shagg, needa work on Valentines' day. ):
Hmm, meeting XQ tomorrow for moving and shopping :D
Happy!
Gonna sleep early i guessss. Oyasuminasai!