It's been a month since I last update and so much things happened in between.
Well, just ended everything. 4 years and 4 months of relationship. I gave up.
Yes, maybe many of you would start thinking why would I spent so much time and effort on this relationship yet I end it after 4 years? I can only say, I've enough of everything and tired of all those shits and nonsense. Don't wish to disappoint myself again too.
Some people just don't understand how I felt. When everyone listens to him, some, put the fault on me. Like hello? I have never ever cheat on him with other guys when we are together and who is the one who cheated on me and pushed the blame on me? Let's not say this.
I spent 4 years to change him. Yes, maybe from someone who always club and got into fight to someone who needs to drink everytime and maybe got into fight and some other issues which is not really nice to say out.
Whenever we quarrelled, i'll try to save his face. I want to have a boyfriend that I can be proud of, not someone that I need to save him everytime from all gossips and save his face from all my friends.
None of you just understand how disappointed I am, how hurt I was. How can I be with someone else that who promised to change but prove me nothing?
I'm sorry but all I need was just time.
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Nuffnang
