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Belated again!

2012-01-07T01:25:00.002+08:00

Well well well, happy belated new year once again. It's another belated one. Lol.

Spent my NYE together with my friends. Although i only spent with a few of them, but I'm contented enough ^^

30/12/2011
Went to MBK with my 2 lovely ladies ^^

And then when we changed our table, realized that Alvin was just sitting beside us. Lol. Then Tianchang came, together with some other promoter too. Spent my day at MBK with them. FUN! :)

31/12/2011
Went MBK again.. This time round with my 2 lovely ladies and some other guys.

Saw Tianchang there too!!
After counting down at MBK, separated with my girls and headed to Aura. Love spending my days with them ^^

1/1/2012
It's a new year! Woke up with the "2012 le meh" feeling -.-
I damn screwed up the whole day. Lol. Headed to MBK again with xy ^^

Tianchang came down also. Drink drank no dramatic.
Headed to sengkang square for my all time favourite fish noodle soup but it was closed

Mbk was real fun like seriously. Lol. Why is it like drug as if I'm addicted to it? Heading to mbk tomorrow again. Hopefully it will be fun too. Lol.

Anyway, it's a new year, it's a new beginning for me. Hope all relationship that is broken previously heals faster than anything else. 2011 was such a bitch, many of the relationship end up broken. Some shocking, some meant to be. Hopefully 2012 will be a better year for me, definitely! Hitting 20 this year and I'm still like living on the 18. Why would people start aging so damn fast after they hit 18? Guess we got too much things that can be legally done. Haha!

Some wishes were made through the new year..
- To get my license!! (Failed so many times already. Please let me pass this time round. TP falls on Jan 19 and D promised to go with me ^^)
- A wonderful birthday this year and of course my dear gfriend gonna deliver her baby on my birthday. Hopefully she'll have a smooth deliver
- Save up money for overseas trips, braces, more shopping and hopefully 1 big piece of art piece.

Just can't wait anymore ^^ hehe. Gonna sleep right now and gonna enjoy later!!
Goodnight all!

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Merry belated Christmas!!

2011-12-29T07:55:00.001+08:00

Merry Belated Christmas!! This year Christmas was awesome!!
Every year Christmas also awesome ttm la, I would just say.

2 gifts for Christmas this year!!

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Spent my lovely Christmas Eve with dearest Xinyu, Zolaine and co.. Hmm, can't drink that much, but still, I enjoyed myself with my lovely friends.

Christmas, was the best best best night. Went to sparks reunion party at ratchada.. I would say its the best party I had ever go. Last minute met up with Xinyu, cab to ratchada. Fun fun night, Fucking best really.

Oh, & it's 7.52am now. Got woke up by my dog vomitting sound. Poor thing :(
Went for steamboat last night and add on to a tower of tiger.
Been home since 3am but I only slept for 3 hours. Need more sleep now. Gotta work later.. Goodnight!

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It's over.

2011-12-08T21:30:00.001+08:00

It's been a month since I last update and so much things happened in between.

Well, just ended everything. 4 years and 4 months of relationship. I gave up.

Yes, maybe many of you would start thinking why would I spent so much time and effort on this relationship yet I end it after 4 years? I can only say, I've enough of everything and tired of all those shits and nonsense. Don't wish to disappoint myself again too.

Some people just don't understand how I felt. When everyone listens to him, some, put the fault on me. Like hello? I have never ever cheat on him with other guys when we are together and who is the one who cheated on me and pushed the blame on me? Let's not say this.

I spent 4 years to change him. Yes, maybe from someone who always club and got into fight to someone who needs to drink everytime and maybe got into fight and some other issues which is not really nice to say out.

Whenever we quarrelled, i'll try to save his face. I want to have a boyfriend that I can be proud of, not someone that I need to save him everytime from all gossips and save his face from all my friends.

None of you just understand how disappointed I am, how hurt I was. How can I be with someone else that who promised to change but prove me nothing?

I'm sorry but all I need was just time.

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Bangs!

2011-11-05T01:53:00.001+08:00

Yoz! I'm back.
Cut my hair sometimes back. Say HELLO to bangs!
I remembered I said before that I'll never cut bangs. But I think I need to change my hairstyle seriously. Haha! As my parting that side is not growing anymore because I've been having my side parting for quite a long long long time.. So, here's my bangs!

Realized that right side of my fringe is like so little hair? Yup, I'm referring there! Lol!
So how's my bangs?! Haha! Personally, I think think bangs makes me look more energetic and refresh compare to my previous fringe. Don't you think so? Hehehe :)

Btw, many things happened at my work place, was back to station at takashimaya. I hope this time round I really learn my lesson to work properly. I need to think of my future. I need to earn more money. I must manage my time properly already. Sigh..
Well, took a 2 weeks break and just finished my break.. 2 days back just headed back to work and I've got too much things to catch up with. Well, that's life! Have to work and earn more money for myself! Who's gonna yang me man! Haha! So wanna be a tai tai next time. Lol! Dream off sia!
K la, gonna head to bed soon :)
Tomorrow is another working day for me! Goodnight!

I love my dog!
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2011-10-11T06:40:00.001+08:00

Met my darling(s) back some time..

Went Kbox last Saturday with bf and co..

It's been so long since I last met Queenie baby.. Have to meet up with her more already..

Still feeling sick :( it's not nice being sick. Still left abit of coughing. Syrup doesn't help at all. I still start coughing the next day. Have been sleeping so much recently but I'm still feel so tired. Lol. I have to say, I need to do something about my dark eye ring. It's damn overshot can.. I've sleep so much yet it just becoming worst.. Does anyone here know any remedy to remove dark eye ring? :( It's 6.31am and I'm having insomnia.. Met Jazzmine this afternoon for lunch. Then she randomly said that she wanna buy watch so we went to city chain. Again, i'll take a look at the Titus.. Never fail. LOL. whenever I pass by the shop, I'll just glance once. I've been aiming for the watch for a very long time. I didn't have any intention to buy the watch. Maybe when I strike lottery. Lol. But today I didn't saw that watch anymore. The guy told me whole Singapore only left 11. Without thinking much, I placed a deposit with them and ask him to transfer the watch to his outlet so I can purchase it. Lol. How Ahhh. Can somebody just slap me up? Should I buy the watch? I really like it alot but it's $375 but whole Singapore only left 11 pieces. Dilemma.. Then reach home at 6, slept all the way till 11pm. Maybe that can explain why I couldnt sleep now.. But I need to force myself to sleep, seriously..

Meeting friends this coming Friday for dinner and some drinking session.

Gonna stop here, morning world!

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First clubbing experience.

2011-09-29T13:16:00.001+08:00

Last Saturday, it was my first time going to a club, not siam tiu, or anywhere else. LOL.

Pester boyf for sucha long time and he finally allow me to go, with my own friends!

Was not very excited, not looking forward because I was thinking why my boyf suddenly allow me go. LOL. *slap this paranoid girl*

Whole night almost all of my friends was asking why this and why that. I'm afraid, they are afraid too. Lol!

Didn't drink much, not that high to the extend. Lol. I think I normal go pub also drink more than that? Only drank a cup of mix chivas, a cup of mix vodka and a bonbour coke? But go there is not to drink, is to dance. Also didn't get to dance much.

Club is a dangerous place now I really know. Really understand why would boyf stop me from going such places, telling me it's a dangerous place because when you really did nothing, you got hit by a glass bottle for nothing. Lol.

Though clubbing is not as high as what I expected, but I know it's better to be as sober as you can. this the safest.

Anyway, I'm glad that i can have the chance to club with my friends. But next clubbing maybe a few months or a year later? LOL! Not really into it la. Haha.
But definitely I'm having a good time with my friends, a good chance to gather with my friends because they are all so into club nowadays right? Hahah.
&Glad that all my guy friends were so protective..

Anyway, boyfriend came to fetch me after club. Supper after fetching Wanxian home.

After club, my system was down for a few days until now. Lol. Maybe I'm not adapt to it ba.

Ok, shall get back to work!! Stay tune ~

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2011-09-14T16:05:00.001+08:00

Well, life has never been good to me in any way. It's always like that, same.

Singapore flyer with the bitch, boonleong and boyfriend few weeks ago. Spent our day wisely with my love ones.

Hmm, first time went to titanium, bff came from avatar. Bad experience I would say. Never ending nonsense. Still prefer to club with my groups of sec school friends. Though I've never been that kind of place with them before but at least I know, it would be much more happier? I think? Confirm la. Lol

My boyfriend had a wife.. After me. How sad. Lol. The wife is actually my BFF. Haha. But the husband is so naggy till the extend that I feel like punching him to sleep and just send him home.

Really wanna go for a short getaway. I'm tired of my life, tired of everything, especially the things that happening now at work place. Can I don't work?

I miss my sec school friends. Have more gathering with them. Why does we doesn't seems like friends anymore? They are more like a stranger to me.. I mean some.. I need more of my own friends.

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I lost everything.

2011-08-07T10:10:00.001+08:00

Photos, is always an image that could remind you of something.
To me, photo is just not a still picture. They remind me of something. No matter who I took the picture with, no matter where we took the picture at.. When I just merely take a look at the photos, they will remind me of the good times I had with my boyfriend/friends.

Now that I've lost everything. I don't know is there a way to recover back or not. Yes, my HDD is spoil, like again. I'm just too tired to even think of that. So much of wonderful photos there, be it with current friend or the past. They just can't stop bringing you back to the times you shared together am I right?

The photos we took during these 4 years is gone, I can only retrieve back some from Facebook.
The photos of me and my friends. School times, outside.
All gone and I can't really believe it. I'm so speechless..

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All good things will comes to an end.

2011-08-06T04:20:00.001+08:00

Life has never been fair to me at all. Not even once. I'll never expect the best for myself as I always know that I'll just disappoint myself at the end of the day.

I'll try not to think of the happy times. Those happy times is just those wonderful memories that will never happen again.

Sometimes I think I need a breaks. From all this shits. But things are getting out of my hand that I can't even control my own life.

Sometimes I just need my friends to be there with me, BUT WHERE ARE THEY?

Good things will just come to an end. Not to expect much. Life is all about give and take.

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BFF JazzmineAng's 19th

2011-07-06T02:04:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAZZMINE ANG <3

Surprised the birthday girl on Sunday after 12mn. Actually I was already in the house yo. Muahahaha. Though it wasn't a big one, but I hope she would remember this in her life. She is someone I'm gonna keep for sure no matter what. She is someone that is gonna be there on my biggest day in life. I wouldn't want to miss her out anywhere, because shes just simply too awesome. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BFF.

05 July 2011

Happy 4th year anniversary love! Let's just hope everything will be fine and we'll go through this. Love you!

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Curls or straight?

2011-06-19T07:36:00.001+08:00

Curls?

Or straight instead?

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Which is nicer? Feel like giving perming a try? But I'm afraid that It might just spoil all my hair. Now sibei de cui ttm le. Later I perm become cui ttfuckingm how? Haha.
Anyway, just got home and spent my night with my BFF. Hehe. I wouldn't feel bored spending my time with her though I'm just looking at her doing her work luh :D still we've got endless of topics to say.
Recently was just too tired with my life. About my job, I'm happy with it. But I'm just too tired to continue working. But tell me, me 19 y/o, one stupid n level cert. Where else can I find a job which the pay is quite high, acceptable with such a good boss? Office all the most basic 1.3k-2k before CPF. How to survive you tell me luh?!! So I have been telling myself, I need to work longer. I need to save more money. I just need a short getaway, to relax myself. To cool myself down..

Anyway, saw this on fb and it's fucking chio sial!! Where can this cheaper? Because the person quote me $89.90!! DAYLIGHT ROBBERY SIA!

If anyone know, do drop me a message on my formspring! Thanks ah! Thanks ley ~ will love and remember you :D ogey, Thats all.

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2011-06-10T02:16:00.001+08:00

Oh hi! It's been a month since I last blogged! Hehe. Wanted to blog so much but I just don't have the time to.
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Life to me now seems so boring. Felt that I'm not a normal teenager. A 19 year old normal teenager don't live like me. They enjoyed their life to the maximum while me? Suffering all the time. It's not the problem of studying or not. My life is so boring and I'm so exhausted now.. Tired of working now.
I need some colours in my life. I can't see any rainbow. Everything is just black and white. Well, this is what I've chose to be, pros and cons.

Some people just can't stop faking. Everyone is putting on a fake mask. A mask that you can never imagine. Any problem just straight away shoot out. Don't waste your time trying to round about it and say those stupid stuffs. End up back to a square one. Being fake is so tiring. Everyone fake here and there, end up become a mask themed party.
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A month later, I'm gonna celebrate my 4th year anniversary with my dear boy. Not sure what to do, but definitely I'll do something.
He makes me mad but on the same time, he made me falling deeper for him. No one is gonna replace him in my heart :D
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Friends are like cloud, they come and go. But I've never thought you would too. Maybe you didn't leave me, maybe you just want to leave me alone, maybe you want to give more time to your other bunch of friends because your life contains them more, maybe, maybe, maybe.... Or you are really leaving me. I thought we were BFF, I thought we won't end up like this. I never think of this before, I never thought that this could ended up on me. But sorry to say, you were once my closest friend. You were the one that I wouldn't want to miss out.
Forever, and ever. Because to me, you are a very good friend, of mine. I couldn't really accept the fact that you were leaving me, alone. What had happened actually? Could you just tell me?
Why is this happening to me?
I really don't know.
FYI, I'm wanted you back seriously.
It hurts as if I've fallen out of love..

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Happy birthday sis!

2011-05-07T03:03:00.001+08:00

Happy belated birthday to my 2nd sister!!!

Celebrated her birthday at MBS with sisters, cousins and her friends.

First, little part is at the skypark. The view is sibei de nice lo ~

Aftermath, the clock strike 12mn, went back to the hotel room to have the cake cutting session. Their champagne and wine is like free flow seriously ~

They spent a bomb. But this is what actually birthday should be right? :)

Anyway, work tomorrow as usual. Hopefully I can wake up. Seriously. I'm like a dead woman when I was sleeping. Hahah!!!

Okay, that's all for today!!
Byebye ~

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2011-04-28T11:51:00.001+08:00

Well, didn't update about this. This happens quite sometime ago though...

Met up with my lovely girlfs. Missing them in my life. Regardless is about school, dance or any of our outing.

Ohoh and we took neoprints! Like so long since we took it and we are like noob to it ~

Like cool man! Anyway, yesterday my dear boyfriend powertothefuckingmax. Went to hospital for checkup end up being hospitalized for half a day!!

And then fetch him out with Clayton around 12.30am.

Went jogging few days back with dear Sophina! Hope my determination will stay there for at least until I slim down? Lol. Jiayou Jiayou!
Kthxbai!

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Love of life!

2011-04-22T22:39:00.001+08:00

Yoyozxc! I'm on my way home now again ~ make use of the time to blog! Hehe. Little update of me ~

All taken by Panasonic GF1 ~ the one I wanna get is G2 ~ saving my money for it!

Hehe ~ my baby <3 while waiting for Clayton.

Solvil Titus ~ sexy baby ~ this is the watch I wanted. It's in my lol wishlist! Is there any kindsoul wanna get for me? I like the rosegold one. But my friend working over there said the Colour will fade :( everything is about $$$ now.

Okay! Work time!
Last week, served a customer. Bought one camera and one camcorder from me. I specially went to vivo city to get the stocks for him. End up he and his wife came a few days later and gave a lil surprise! :) He and his wife wanna treat me dinner but I reject. Then they bought this for me!

Shared with my colleagues after work! After finishing up, went HSH!

Met up with Qingaide on wednesday for a movie date! Watched hall pass and it's superduper funny! Someone aeroplaned us ~ damnit!

Okay. Reach home Liao. Shall stop here as I needa go prepare then going over Arena. Kthxbai!

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Life seems good.

2011-04-13T12:49:00.001+08:00

Life, so far so good.
I'm happy with my job. I'm happy working in this company although alot of unhappy things happened over here. Had been in NgeeAnnCity for a month and I lost 5kg within month. Lol. Good thing though. Now I'm back to compass for attachment, will I gain back the 5kg? No please.

I wanna go back to NGE. I wanna earn more money and save for my future. Boss! I'm ok with it if you didn't give me your promises. But please dont "attach" me here forever! Please don't cheat my feeling! :( that day inside office you say until like that, end up I'm back here after a month. I shall HOPE this is really an attachment. Ohya, why I end up over here because that siam kia resign already. So sad.

Few days back, had steamboat for the day with boyf, Queenie, wb and Ashley. Aftermath, ECP for my snowice <3 hehehe. Prawning on last Saturday. Form Sibei good until people keep looking over at me. Up once see once! Jitao happy like Siao. Heheh. I wanna go Prawning again soon. Ok. Shall stop here ~ working now, I'm bored. Bye!

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Birthday(Part 2)

2011-04-08T03:26:00.001+08:00

I'm back once again! Think there's no one who will be noticing my blog anymore already uh? HAHAHA! Blogskin got messed up, not updated frequently, etc etc. Well, I choose to blog still for the sake of memories. At least, I can read back and track back my life :)
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Okay! Shall make it simple for today's alright? Let's rewind back to 20/02/2011 :/
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My lovely promoters from COM gave me a little surprise on the day before my birthday.

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With my incharge, Lee and Uncle Henry.
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- COM promoters : Jeffery Rizal and Alvin

- Extra BDS officer and my promoter, Gary :)
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Enjoyed myself working in BDD com :) They are such lovely colleagues and I felt that working with them is like working with my brothers. They often treat me like their own sister. There isn't any conflict at all. Everyone was happy about everything over there. It's just like, a family to me.
Anyway, talk about work later and continue my birthday first! :D
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On that particular night, my boyfriend brought me to this place.

With Ashley :)
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Then bb brought me to Marina Barrage too!

He knew that I always wanted to fly a kite. So, he brought me there at 4am to fly a kite!!

Poor Ashley had to stay with us till late night on his first book out! He's like freaking tired can! Lol

End up, they failed to flew the kite up. Basically, bb just don't know how to fly a kite, that's it.
Though the kite I wanted is not like that, I always wanted to get a LED light kite. But it's all that the thought that counts right?! :) and after everything, he merely had 2hrs of sleep? Then he have to wake up for camp. thanks baby, for your every little thought. Though in the beginning I seem quite unappreciate for the things you've done for me, but deep down in my heart, I know you have did your part. I lovelovelove you ttfm!
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Next!

Kbox with my darlings Angxiaoqing and GladysCheng!
They gave me a little surprise too! I just love them ttfm laaa!!
I'm actually quite guilty over Xiaoqing because she helped me to celebrates my birthday yet I didn't attend her birthday party :/ so I treated her sushi and Kbox :)))

They are one of my lovely girlfs that I wouldn't want to miss in my life! They just play a little part in my lite now! :)
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Work! Had a little farewell party during Feb for Lee and I as we are leaving COM :(
Went over to Keongsiak road's 1819 to drink with whole bunch of people! Their pool is like free one lo! HAHAH.
Then, last sunday, went over to keongsiak road's Le Bar for Sam's farewell. So sad that he's leaving BDD :( I will definitely miss his nonsense and his stupid questions that nobody would ever think of!
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I've been stationed in NgeeAnnCity for a month. I really got no comment over there. Maybe I haven't really adapted into the bigger and better environment. Yes, Ive got to admit. Sales is good. Earning double than what I've got in compass. But temptation keep sticking to me and resist doesn't seems to work. So I've brought 2 bags from Katespade and Longchamp within the month -.- I promised myself, pampered myself with big items only once every 6 months. Lol. How do you think? :D
But anyway, I'm currently back to conpass for attachment as they got not enough manpower. For a month. Ofcourse, things changed as the old people there is either being transferred away or resign themselves.
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Anyway, went Prawning last night with my NgeeAnn colleagues. I don't really work with them but I enjoyed working with them. Too bad, I don't belong to their shift. Sounds complicated eh? So lazy to explain right now. Anyway, if I had the chance to go back NgeeAnn, I'll explain why. Now, just pray hard that I really go COM for attachment only.
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Argh! Get over the unhappiness! Show you my little precious!

She's just so cute that I couldn't really resist! I hope next time my children will be like her!!! Her smile, is something that will ease away my unhappiness. I'm looking forward to see her grow up and goes to school. I will wanna fetch her from school always :)

Okay, it's getting late. 3.30am and my bb is beside me snoring, like always.

Oh! &i wanna meetup with my bitch yixian and yvonne!

Okay, basically, everyone in my birthday post is people who I doesnt want to lose in my life!
Mata Ne!

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Happy birthday to....(Part 1)

2011-03-21T06:38:00.011+08:00

Oh! It's been long since i've update this little space of mine. Pardon me seriously.

No timeeeee. Excuses!

Heee, actually the reason is,

whenever i thought of how many photos i needa to upload, sian 1/2 already =/

and when i seriously upload, i realized it's way too much than what i've imagine. Therefore, i uploaded a bit by a bit and it took me days to finish the post. No kidding.

Anyway! I'm here actually to update about birthday of......... MINE! :D

It's been 1month+++ Kayszxs. I know its too fucking due. LOL.

I cant really join together every February's event because i just simply dont know how to blog in that way. Too much photos in a post. Next time no more for me to post. Boring eh? Haha. Therefore, im doing it one by one. :)

Soooooo, my birthday is on 21 february.......

Shall let the photos do the talking alright? :) .

My siamkia colleague from compass BDD.

Yeappp! That's all forrrrrr part 1!

There's part 2&3! Heees!!!! I'll join 2&3 together because there's only a few pictures on next post alright? Anyway, i had fun on my birthday seriously. I really miss that night alot.

Happy@birthdaygirl.92

Didnt drunk that day which really got shock because i drank quite alot. LOL.

Thanks to those who make an effort to came down just to wish me happy birthday.

Thanks to baby's dad, bear&yiling for the martell(s) . Thanks to JazzmineAng for the lovely birthday cake. Love it so much! It's a priceless one :) Thanks to all my lovely girlfs and boyfs.

Lastly, thanks to my baby!!

So much so much ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Happy v's day!

2011-02-14T22:33:00.001+08:00

Hello all! Happy V's day!!
Hope all couples in the world would last, and live happily ever after :)

Wasn't a good day yesterday. After work, was supposed to head down to my bff birthday at coasta sand. But somethings screw it up. I wanted to reach before she cuts her cake. But, sigh..

Ended up I reached around 1am+ :( Had some gathering with some ex-classmates. And then baby came aftermath. Left around 2am+. After fetching Regina, Wilfred and Leonard home, went over to ave 8 to get supper as he was hungry. Home and watched some tv.

Baby go to the kitchen as I was still watching tv with Amanda and he asked me to go over. Then after that, he showed me the roses and bear inside the fridge and asked me what this was. I actually LOL at him for putting the Teddy bear inside the fridge?

I didn't believe that it's for me in the first place because I heard Amanda saying it's her flower when baby saw a flower on the floor? Heh, whatever is it. Thanks babybaby!

Thankyou baby. Though we had a conflict earlier on. But I know that you've already give in to me :) Loveyou!!

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Chinese new year!

2011-02-08T05:25:00.001+08:00

Hey! It's Chinese new year againzxcs(few days back).
Didn't have time to blog previously. So now, 5.13am and I'm still awake. Well, shall use the time and blog.
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Happy new year!!! Everyone's gonna be another year older :D
Basically, my cny is not wisely spent. WHY?!
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Tell ya why!
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Chu xi - I've work, till 6pm. As I've already had reunion dinner the day before, i went over to Bb house for reunion dinner with them :) their dinner damn sumptuous laaaa. But damn upset I don't really take much meat. However, I had a good dinner with them :)
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Chu yi - Dad& mum side came over on the first day. So, angbao collected and I must really say this year angbao dropped alot!!! How sadddd! Anw, mahjonged the whole afternoon and end up losing. Serangoon chapters at night with sis-s, cousin and boyfriend. What a night seriously. My boyfriend got dragged home with us. Haha.
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Anyway, I started my work at Chu Er till Sunday. So you know why I said I'm not spending my cny wisely le ba.
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I can't really felt the atmosphere during cny lehhh. When I was young, Im always looking forward for this special day, like my birthday. But now, as I grow up; it's just another day!!!
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Ohwell, have to admit we are getting older and older. 1 more year and I'm hitting 2! No more 1 big candle on your birthday cake! How I wish I can still stay at 18 :(
People who are excited about growing up, frankly speaking, schooling is still da best. Sooo, stay while it last okay! Age isn't everything.
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Soooooooo, happy new year once again!!! More events coming up ^^ stay tuned!!!

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We'll walk together down the endless road.

2011-02-01T11:18:00.001+08:00

I love my boyfriend, Justin Yee :)

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Far far away.

2011-01-23T01:42:00.001+08:00

Recently, I never thought that a guy(excluding my bf) would stand something in my heart. I always thought, he'll be there for me.. 5 years ago, I had him
beside me, always. But now, he's gone far far away.. Nope, we isn't girl-boyfriend at all.. To me and to him, the love between us is just brother&sistership. People who really know me well will know who am I referring to.

A guy which merely know me for less than a year, Maybe we came from a same family background, maybe we shared the same horoscope. Sometimes I was just wondering why the hack he just understand me so well? I don't even have to speak, he will know what I want. When I complaint to him about my relationship,he'll always send me those songs that the lyrics fucking same as how I felt. How to find somebody like him? I never think of being together with him before. We spent so much time together, but to me, he was just like my blood brother.

He stood for me when some things happened, he wipe my tears when I cried. He listened to all my sorrows. He listened to my cries even though he was tired. He lend me his shoulder to lean on, his hugs always cheers me up.
I don't have a brother at home. I don't feel this kind of family love at home

Although he's now gone, far far away, but he will always stands something in my heart.

If he's reading this, I wanted to let him know,

Thanks for everything you gave..
I hope I can see you soon.

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Oh dear oh dear..

2011-01-16T22:10:00.003+08:00

Previously, i supposed to have a post full of !#$%^&.
I guess, i dont have to post so much things about others up because it's non of my business.
Maybe i just care too much of her. She gave us up for him. All i wanted to let her know is,

"Nobody had given you up. Nobody is leaving you. We are here, waiting for you to be back, waiting for you to wake up. When you said you've wake up, but no, you're not. You got so much friends to talk to. You still have me and xq. We are willing to hear your problems. Is you, the one who doesn't wants to share with us. Don't ever said you have no friends to talk to, unless you really wanna ditch us for him.. I'm not asking you to leave him, but frankly speaking. Seeing you like this, i believe you made more than 5 person feel so gekxim.. I'm not saying much more here. Whatever i wanna said, i've already repeated myself maybe more than 3 times. Your life, you choose. Whatever your choice is, you always have us by your side." Xoxo.

So, i had any problem here. So much about my bffs. I don't know what happened to her. I hope she will cheerup soon. I dislike seeing her sad about everything. Especially to people don't even worth her tears. I AM PROTECTIVE towards her. In fact, i'm protective to all my bffs.

She doesn't owe you guys a living. Stop making her feel so upset. You people spent more time with her, like everyday. Isn't your job is to make her feel happy? That is what friends are for. If you people cant make her happy please fuck off instead of making her feel fucked up with her life. Zzz -.- And some people just cant grow up. Please go home and drink more milkkkkk!!!

I guess, that 2 among my bffs is someone i cant lose in my life. I wont deny, i do cried for them. Often. When they felt so sad, crazy and i just can't do anything.

Okay, after so much of ranting above. Shall not continue ranting anymore..

So so, what's about life now? Work, work and work. I wanna save up money, for my future. I'm not young anymore.. I'm hitting 20 in a few years time, or rather, a year? Lol. Then, after that, my big day.. The day that i really need to commit in a relationship.. So much things not yet done.

So much fun, not yet played. I always wondered, do i still have a chance to? So much events coming up... Couldn't catch up at all.

My birthday is coming soon, in a month's time. Not sure how am i gonna celebrate it. I totally got no idea at all. Any idea?? I like surprises. *hinting* HEHE :D

The upcoming event.

29th Jan - Ashley's Birthday

21st Jan - Precious' 1st birthday

15th Feb - Bff Apple's birthday

21st Feb - MY BIRTHDAY

26th Feb - Bff Joanne's birthday

Add on to CNY, Valentines' day.

Oh shagg, needa work on Valentines' day. ):

Hmm, meeting XQ tomorrow for moving and shopping :D

Happy!

Gonna sleep early i guessss. Oyasuminasai!

How much i've grown..

2011-01-08T23:26:00.004+08:00

Yoooooz! Just when I thought of blogging, i was thinking, my blog seems so plain and boring. I need to add on to some colourrrrrrsss! But when i visit blogskin.com, i feel soooo T.T. Because it was ages since i've touched HTML. Yes/no? *scratchhead*
Anyway, i know it's plain and boring. But i'll do something about it. Just one day.. Uhm, one day? I must admit that i've totally no time for this, but it's just a memories for me.. I guess, no readers reading also? Wahahah.

Ohya, CNY is around the corner, yet i dont have the time to really shop for me clothes like seriously. Actually to be honest, i dont need to also. Because for the first day, it would be everyone coming over to my place, then 2nd day, went over to relative house. Sooo, i only went out once for the whole CNY..
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Regarding my title...

This was few months back when i was working over at FEP, around August, September?

I thought i was fat enough during that time. But now, im even fatter than beforeeeeeee! Omg.

I think i really need to slim downnnnn. Hopefully, before June ): Quite determine for now. Because i think i really need to get back into shape, before my boyf dumps me!(Though he like fat girls now.) LOL.

Anyway, thats all for my updates. Goodnight :)

Happy New Year!!

2011-01-05T00:11:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year!!

That day was bored at home while waiting for Queenie to get ready and i decided to camwhoreeeee ~

Oh, and thats my new hair colourrrrr ~ Under the sunlight will be PURPLE♥
Was too bored at home. So, i curled my hair againnnn. Hahah.

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And Ya, I've not set my NewYear Resolution. Someone mentioned to me that it's too late. But WHAT? Now it's only the beginning of January and it's too late?! I've still got 11 more months to go nehhh!! Haha. Anyway, that time Im actually half way blogging my Resolution on my phone. But i think i woke baby up cause of the irritating keyboard sound? He decided to wake up and hoax me to sleep. HOW SWEEEEET <3>

Anyway, here's my 2011 resolution.

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- I hope baby and my relationship and everything of us will move smoothly.

- Hope Bcam will earn more money money ~ Not losing to BestDenki(s)

- I hope i'll be able to start saving for my future from this year onwards

- I hope i'll be able to get my licence within this year

- I hope i could save for braces

- I hope i can meet up with my friends more often(cause they are so fucking busy)

- I HOPE TO SLIM DOWN.

- I hope that i've got time for dance lessons..

- I hope, i hope, i hope..

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There's too much for me to list down here lah! Hahaha. Humans are always that greedy! Dont cha agree?

Well, i didn't realized that i've hit 19 years old this year. I thought im still 18YO.

19YO, still young. Not dangerous at all, dont scared. Haha.

Birthday coming in a months' time..

How shall i celebrate my birthday? Hmm....

Precious coming to 1YO, what shall i get for herrrr?

So much to worry about.

Omg, my hands are getting numb now. Shall end here. Goodbye :)

2010-12-30T11:56:00.001+08:00

Missing my precious so much!

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Silent night, holy night.

2010-12-28T23:34:00.007+08:00

That night wasn't silent at all, that night wasn't holy at all.

Spent my christmas' eve with my babes and fellow ex-classmates. A good gathering, i've been looking forward to it though :)

We spent our night chatting away, playing games. Most of the times i spent my time watch them playing. Didn't join much as their game was too disgusting?

Jacky threw cigg butt into the mug of beer.. In the end he lost the game. End up drinking it up. As you can see from the pictures above. This is call geygan :)

I'm actually pretty much looking forward to celebrate my Newyear Eve with them. But what i've forgot was my boyf and work. Due to the SuperfuckingFull shift on New year, i might afraid that i wont be able to join them and also, i must spare a thought of my boyf.

I gave my time for Christmas on my friends, i should give my time on Newyear Eve with my boyf. Stocktake on 1Jan2011, thus my working time will be 730am-1000pm. KNN!

Anyway, yesterday i had my first driving lesson. It was sosooooooo funnn :D

Instructor say i'm actually quite good at it because it was the first time i drove and he say very fast can book TP liao :) Looking forward on taking my licence. Hhehee :D

2011 is coming sooon. Time to think of my New Year Resolution :)

Bye everyone! Goodnight !

Merry Christmas!!

2010-12-26T04:22:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! I'm back to formspring :) You can ask anything here http://formspring.me/jloveddd

Will update tomorrow about my Christmas eve!

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Koi?

2010-12-24T19:47:00.001+08:00

After my second tried for KOI, truly don't understand why people willing to spend their time queuing for hours(?) or maybe half an hour like that(?) just for KOI? Cupwalker is so much nicer than KOI leh. Don't you think so? The pearls from KOI like FOC like what you've see from the above picture. I still prefer cupwalker than KOI! Especially their pudding milk tea! Best of all.

Anyway, I think I could really multitask well because I'm blogging while walking back home. Lol!! Today's Christmas eve. Just ended work. Gonna countdown for Christmas with my fellow classmates! I'm looking forward to it! Haha!!

I'm home! &BYE! :)

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Happy 20th,

2010-12-15T22:08:00.004+08:00

"Everyday we had new lessons, we learnt new things. Human will never stop learning when each day passes by.."

Ohhh, Happy 20th love.

Hope you'll like it (:
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I specially took 3 days off because it was my love birthday.

Everything shall make it short and simple :)

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Sunday - Went over to Bliss to chill with Queenie and then headed to Mustafa to get somethings before heading back home. Went out for supper with love, Joven and Ashley at Midnight Curry.

Monday - Woke up in the afternoon. Met Queenie at the new shopping mall, NEX. Bought birthday cake for love and the necessary stationary for the things above. Head over to my house void deck to rush it before the clock strike 12am with Queenie and Ashley because i wanted to surprise my love.

Everything just screwed up and dont ask me why

Tuesday - Woke up, met Queenie, head over to love's house. Sushi with love, mum and Amanda.

Head home to cut cake.

Went out after cutting cake and back home less than 2 hours.

Wednesday - Woke up and FUCK! Aunty came knocking at my door coming to visit me. Bored of this. I hate this part every month :/

Its time to start working tomorrow. Before that, i need to head to J8 to get some camera and stuffs. Need to sleep early tonight. Cramp, please dont come looking for me like how you use to in the afternoon okay. It hurts ): You win..

It seems that Christmas is coming again soon. Time flies, just feel like it just teleports instead of fly because it really past that fast that i think time is really that precious to each and everyone.

Please cherish your life, and the person besides you, because you might not know what will happen next.
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Just feel like itttttttt!

2010-12-10T23:51:00.002+08:00

Ohhh niuuuuuu nooooo! I am becoming fatter and fatter ): I'm gaining more and more weight!

Say Hi to pui na. Hahaha.

Yeah, whatever is it, I'm JustinY's fattest hottest chick! LOL

Okayyy, we spent our anni which is 5 days agooooo at Changi with the other guys.
First, we went over to Loyang Tua Pek Gong for praying.

Then, Changi.

&& bb's birthday is like reaching in around 3 days timeeeee!
What should i get for himmmmmmm?

He's too pampered by me already. Can say so? Hurhurr.

Even if its not his birthday, whenever im out, i wont miss his stuff out too!

Soooo, maybe this time round, im doing some other stuffs for him?

Gonna have some handmade ones :)
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That day i was extremely bored at home and i curled my hair using straighterner. Outcome, NOT SO BAD UH! Hahaha! And my epic center partinggggggggg!

I think it's sorta likeeeee coooll?? Dont you think that way too?
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Ohyeah, previously i mentioned about blogging abit more frequently. Guess its time to really do so, since i've tons of pictures right nowwwww. But seriously, i've gave up on my laziness. Im too lazy to upload one by one, dragging here and there.

I always wanted to get my traffic back and earn more $$ from the clicks i have for nuffnang advs. Please help to click more okkkkkkkkkk!! It just stop the the particular amount and i swearrr just a few more, JUST A FEW MORE, it's ready to be cash out!!!!

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Soooo, talking about life, so far so good. Few days ago, went to take my BTT test. I failed my Etrial twice, but unexpectedly i passed my test! HURRAYYY!! Went for a mini celebration with my dearest Jazzy :D Tomorrow gonna apply for my FTT and PDL and hopefully i'll be able to get my licenses before July. Possible? I shall believe in myself.

Guess nothing else for me to say? Hmm. Goodnight then! <3>

2010-12-08T02:01:00.001+08:00

Hey you,

Don't be such a childish girl can?
So you assume that people who wear clothing from cotton on makes you think that they are all ahlianzxc? Please don't make me roll on the floor because you yourself wore clothes from cotton on too!! So are you assuming that people who work there are all gangster? Like that got pussy your mother got dick your father right? And I'm not forgetting that incident happened at my bestie birthday! Look! Who are the one who scolded nbcb first? Not scolding me? I don't care you scolding who! I accidentally bump onto you and so nice you scolded someone that phrase? Grow up lah! Totally ridiculous when you said someone who wore clothing from cotton on is an ahlian whereby you ownself wore it!!! Hahaha!!! Sucha loser and get a life! For you _|_!

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G.

2010-12-01T02:57:00.001+08:00

Came to realized that he's still the same old pattern. It's kinda sad for us to see you like this, if you could wakeup now, it's not late, really. None of us wants to see you become like this. You can jolly well have a new life, why don't you cherish it? Waiting for him change? Well, all I can say is, " A leopard never changes its spots. " How many times you have to give him chance? How many time you have to forgive him? Wouldn't you feel tired? Being crazy and paranoid all this times, wanting to leave. You're too soft hearted already my dear. He just have to open his mouth, saying the word, "STAY", you would stay. He promised he will change, the next day, things happened again and again.

It's sucha heartache to see someone who is so cheerful to become like this. Like what I've said. We want back the 6 years ago de G. You are the one who he can't live without, He's not the one who YOU CAN'T live without. After all, this is the path you have chose yourself. No one force you. All I can say was, it's not to late.

P/s: I'm not trying to break people's relationship. If you guys doesn't know what had happened, don't add this and that and end up I become the bad guy who broke someone's relationship.
& lastly to the guy: You don't have to kbkp about what we've said. If you treat her GOOD enough, you won't even afraid that she'll leave. IF ONLY, you WERE to treat her better, nothing will happen in the first place. TREAT her BETTER if not SOMEONE else would. If you don't give a damn, just leave her alone and let her back to the world whereby she can know the guy who treat her better alot more, BASTARD!

Friendship.

2010-11-17T00:50:00.001+08:00

How many times did your friend ever leave you for certain reasons and how many times you're there straight for her when she's back?

I always thought, this kind of friendship, don't want sua.. Why the hell must I wait for you to be back, be there for you whenever you needs me, go back to him whenever he wants you and BOOM! You're gone.

Ever since you're gone for the first time, I've noticed I got no one to talk to on MSN late at night, sharing our stories and even gossiping about other people. I've been crying for so many days. I felt so suffocated because I've been keeping every single thing in my heart. Waiting for you to be back as days passes by.

When you're back, you said you won't be gone again. Yet now it happened again. I just don't know why am I still holding onto this relationship when you seems like don't even cherish at all? I know it's not your fault, I can't push the blame on you. But at least, tell us. Why do you have to go so suddenly?

I then realized, you might be that special someone who is going to live in my heart forever because we spent too much time together. There is too much memories to be forgotten.

I hope you will see this and not to disappoint us again.
*and I miss your brownies*

2010-11-10T05:25:00.001+08:00

Why? Why must you leave me? You promised. Yet you actually break your promised. Now, I don't believe in any promises anymore. No promises.

2010-11-08T19:03:00.003+08:00

Its my new camera ringggg! Love it ttm. Hope i'll get good sales while wearing it :)

That day was a trip down to Bugis Fusion with Boyf, Clayton, Cara, Ah him, Nigel and Mootoo.

In the middle of the night, YES. They are indeed crazy. Gosh, worked for the next day at 10am is killing me..
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I admitted, im a good best friend, bloody good :) I went to find my bestie after work just to accompany her for her latenight chionging of work. Ain't a good friend i am?

Heheh, i knowww. Because i love her too much :D

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So, yesterday was a girls night :D

Went over to hongkong cafe located at Kovan with Queenie and Amanda.

Had a little girls talk and we share the same thoughtttt !! Hahaha.

And we make it a must for out girls night once every 1-2 weeks.
Supposed to meet Yixian today. But i just reached home too late.
Baby went back to camp and left me sleeping at home, around 1pm+ he came back and woke me up. So i only get to reach home at 3pm. There goes my off day!

I just love every of my girlfriend so much.

They are just too awesomeeeeeeee <3

Happy 40th monthly-vesary

2010-11-05T00:52:00.001+08:00

Just in a blink of eye, we've been through for 40 months already. We both know in the beginning that this love won't last long. But still, we manage to go through even single obstacle.

Just remember that God is the one who create the obstacle and letting us to have a chance to see whether our love strong enough to go through this test.

This few days, memories keep on flashing through my mind.. Those days you were in ITE and I were in my sec sch. You never failed to meet me outside my school just to see me, hug me and give a goodbye kiss no matter how late you are. You took the effort to walk over to holyhigh, when you dont even need to pass by, and you walk back to the bus stop near your house to take the bus to school. We didn't say much words, you saw me, you just asked for a kiss and you asked me faster go in school in case I late for school. How sweet isn't it?

I can't forget how to journey was to KL with your family.. I was sleeping most of the time on your stomach, you didn't sleep much because you are trying to hold onto my head, prevent from falling down.. I was smiling while sleeping :)

We won't be knowing what our futures could be, I am very much contented if everything stay like this. No one will predict what will happen next, but we know that we are still holding this love in the next minute :)

Bodoh Baka <3

2010-10-25T15:44:00.001+08:00

ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE NOW = BORED

Tired life.

2010-10-22T23:55:00.001+08:00

I really got no mood in anything.. I wanna make my life change. Hope it really brighten up my mood every single day.

All because of you.

2010-10-17T01:45:00.003+08:00

Some shots taken by my new baby. Quite impress about the last picture because i find it quite nice and i forgotten how i took it. LOL..

Anyway, work as usual > BORING. No life man!
This few days fucking on with Huiying and Xinyu. Cycled for continuously 3 days. Power ttm!

Im lazy to upload all pictures. Next update will post my precious' photos!

Love her ttm! Miss her so muchy.

So anyway, if you realized, i've put an addition tagboard just below my original one. I wanna blogshop so much but i just got no website to shop! Soooo, if you happened to have a blogshop, dont mind leave down your url for me to shoppppppp ! Hah.

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kthxbai

2010-10-13T01:05:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my off day. Initally, im going to accompany Huiying for her hair dyed. But then last minute the plan changed.

Met Baby Yixian after her work at bugis. Shopped like crazy and im happy with the shopping loots :D Haha, hope baby enjoyed herself too! Stupid Yixian also dont know how to stop me -.- Still encourage me to buy 2 bags. LOL LOL. but i seriously love it :D Next time i must go shopping with Yixian already. Hahaha, cause she check the stuffs like damn details.

Spent the money like freeeee and i promised myself only to shop once a month because everything i shopped, confirm spend alot of money too.

This morning plan was giving a trip down to Ubi CDC to have my registration done for my license. Some idiots, =/ overslept. And so do i. =/

Work in the afternoon and im happy with the bb today. Just hope everyday is today :D
Ubi tomorrow morning > work till 10pm.
Nice lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

& babyE's sleeping over tonight. When i reached home, shes already sleeping. When she will wake up?? i wanna carry her ):

Syncing my phone in progress. Yawnnnnn -.- When can i sleep -.-

Happy birthday boy!

2010-10-10T01:50:00.009+08:00

Yesterday night, off work @ 10pm, took cab down to Pasir Ris for this birthday boy chalet!
Happy 18th birthday! Like finallly right!! Hahah, everyone should had this feeling before.

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Get a little bored and decided to take pictureeeeeeeees with MACBOOK! Lots of effects! Hahah!

Ugly i know :D

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I still think this loooks cute! :D
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Last but not least! Happy birthday Jacky aka XIAO JACK ! Hahahha.

I wish I could meet ...

2010-10-08T02:05:00.001+08:00

Day 9 : Someone I wish I could meet.

Dear I-don't-know-who,

I wish I could meet someone who can give me super power such as teleport, need no charge energy, someone who can turn me actually make me become slimmer, lol. And prettier of course! Hahah! Nonsense lah.

Xoxo, Joanna.

Time check : 2.00am

Boyf slept early tonight. Left me alone now. He wasn't with me :( Anyway, I wanted to blog with lappy just now. But my mum uh. Keep playing on it. I just wanna get a personal laptop asap. I don't have to store anything as i already have a hard disk which I store everything inside.

Tomorrow will be a tiring day. Day started with work from 10am to 10pm. Chalet aftermath. We gonna party hard. Lol.

Anyway, happy birthday to all my friends who's birthday falls on the 8 of October. So many of you! Haha! Gonna try to get some sleep now. I need some medicine that will cause drowiness :( I can't sleep with my nose blocked! Argh! Goodnight.

Day 8

2010-10-06T12:48:00.001+08:00

Day 8 : my best Internet friends

Dear blogger,

This is only the place that will hear me out. Although I'm like talking to a wall, well I manage to rant everything out through here. This blog have gone through with me so many many years. I think when I'm at the age of 13? Though I neglected you for quite sometimes, but I'm still here now. Thanks for spending with me these 5 years :)

You rocks ttm!
Xoxo, Joanna.

Okay! So afternoooon! Was working right now. I spent a few typing just now, but some bastero called and it didn't save automatically and everything was gone. So I have to retype all over again. So, please pray that none called me during these 10 minutes :)

"People changed, everything changed. The one and only thing didn't change is nothing will stop changing"
True, isn't it?

Guess, it's time for me to really grow up. I'm not young anymore. I need to start saving, for my future like seriously.
Work has been good. Colleagues from different outlet were great too. I'm not only learning camera and videocam over here. Although they are really nonsense at all times, but they are still able to teach me the process of life. What can I avoid and what is inevitable.

Yawn! So tired! Ending work at 7pm. It spells SHIOK! Haha! Okay.

Byebyeee.

Ex-lover

2010-10-05T01:02:00.001+08:00

Day 7 : Ex - lover.

Dear ex-lover,

I got nothing to say to anybody. Lol.
I love my current lover. That's all! :)

Xoxo, Joanna.

Just finish my supper ^^ I smell fatts! Omg. Before that was movie with b, hy and baba. The show lasted for around 2 hours. Nice! The guy was fucking fit and hot yo!

Gonna sleep soon as I needa go Samsung training at vivo tomorrow :( lame shit stuffs.

Last but not least, happy 3rd year and 3 months of love! :)

Stranger.

2010-10-04T00:36:00.001+08:00

Day 6 : Stranger.

Dear stranger, I don't know which to talk to? Haha! If you happen to be reading my blog now, please help click the advs pleaseeeeeeeeeee!

&& some fucking china man keep looking and looking! Never see such beautiful lady before? China don't have? Why all people who keep staring at me happens to be from china?!

& dear people who don't know my age, please aga aga abit cause I don't look like 23 or 26 years old!

Xoxo, Joanna.

Ohyeaaaaa! Tomorrow's my off day! I gonna go shopping ^^ Heheh! And today I guess in my whole 18 years of life, I treated my family to crab feast. Hmm, to be exact, is actually I went to tabao for them. And it fucking cost me $93 for 2 crabs and 2 little frog -.- ohwelll, it's nice anyway.

Meeting Xiaoqing to kovan to register our BTT together! Hahah! How excited it iss :D

Gonna turn off the light and sleep!
Oyasuminasai !

Day 5

2010-10-03T00:18:00.001+08:00

Day 5 : My dreams

Dear dreams,
Actually I got no dreams eh. Day-dreaming counted or not uh? Haha! If yes, I shall start now. Lol lol. I hope I can earn alot more money and everyday like 29/09/2010. Heheh :/

Xoxo, Joanna.

Waiting for my dearest to bring me out! Sian. What he waiting sia. I also don't know. Shag. There's work tomorrow also. Why he don't want faster go out leh.. Just had my dinner done. At this timing, 12.17am. How to slim downnn! Lol. Okay, gonna bathe now.

Byeee!

Day 4

2010-10-02T12:22:00.001+08:00

Day 4 : siblings or closest relative.
(Im not close with any of my relative. How sad! We only saw each other once a year! Or maybe twice)

Dear siblings,
I don't know what to say leh! Like weird sia! Hahah. Not much I could say.
Ohoh, and I love my precious Elaine! She made me smileeeeee! I miss her so much.

Xoxo, Joanna.

Realized I didn't blog yesterday night before I slept. Reason = fall a sleep lahhhhh! Till now I then remember! Hoho. Can't post a long one as I'm currently working. Using my phone to blog because I'm just so bored!

Yesterday finish work as early as 430pm. I like! Haha. Waited till 5pm cause baby say he wanna come fetch me. Met up with Wanxian and Cherie at KFC. Bought dinner home for baby and then headed to Changi Airport T1 to fetch his dad tgt with his mum and sis. Aston for dinner. Home sweet home after settling some stuffs.

I miss babyE sooo much :( Her cute smile just melt my heart!

Day 3

2010-09-30T00:41:00.001+08:00

Day 3 : Parents

Dear Parents, I got nothing to say to the both of you. Because, I've said too much. I don't wanna complain anymore and hope you're won't biased anymore!

Dear parents of Justin, thanks so much for take caring me this 3 years ^^ protected me when I got bullied. Always be there when I need you :) still remember when I was sick, mummy took care of me. Running in and out of the room to check on me. When I'm feeling sad in the middle of the night, dad hear me out :) so sweet of you. Thanks alot!

Xoxo, Joanna.

Work today was tired. Got woke up at 7.15am by baby. Sent me home aftermath and he went to see doctor. Reach home and I slept again. Too tired already lah. Lol. Woke up and baby sent me to work :) end work @ 10pm today. Was damn happy because of something ^^
Thanks alot alot alot.

Work carry on tomorrow, I'm on full shift. How shagggggg. Promises to upload photos these few days!

Sayonara!

30 days challenge, day 2

2010-09-29T02:02:00.001+08:00

Day 2: Crush.

Dear,
I got no crush! Ahahah!
Xoxo, Joanna.

Youuuhooo! Got back home around 11pm+. Work today was = boring. Sales today was = bad. Saw Jelly while she's going to her class. Decided to meet her after work to chill.

Mos burger @ the time of 10pm was sinful! Haha. Actually wanna chill at starbucks, but was too hungry and think starbucks wasn't filling at all.
Send her back home and i home sweet home too.

Working tomorrow again. Shift till 10pm is killing me seriously. I wanna end early! Roar! I needa shopping. Any shopping khakis?? Xiaoqing? Heheh.
Anyway, gonna sleep now. Goodnight everyone :)

Ja mata ne!

30 days letter challenge.

2010-09-28T04:19:00.001+08:00

Day 1
Dear best friend,
I had so many best friends. I love you all :D thanks for being by my side when I need you. Especially those who answer my call in the middle of the night. Appreciate much.
Xoxo, Joanna.

Anyway, spent half of my off day getting stocks from vivo and redeem free gifts from Canon at keppel building. I swear it's very leychey sia.
Once I go off the train, immediately I got lost. Yeayea, no doubt. It had so many exit, till I really mess it up and got up to the wrong exit. Ended up I don't know where I am too. Lucky I had my friend to save me ^^

Done with everything, met Yvonne over at compass and train over to kovan. Wanted to had Thai express for dinner, but who knows it's close for renovation. Ahah! In the end, settled out dinner over at hg plaza. We had sushis and it's very very full I swear! Took some pictures of it. Aftermath, had some rounds of billiard, and went to the ntuc over at kangkar mall for some shopping and we home sweet home.

Will upload photo once I got the change to touch my laptop.
There's work tomorrow and time check : 4.18am.
Taadaaa~ I needa sleep now!
Goodnight everyone!

Shattered heart.

2010-09-27T00:26:00.001+08:00

Wasn't in a good mood for the whole day. Work as usual for today. Kena a durian and thus Ive earn double com on the normal days. Nearly 3 digits of my com. But then after that, someone just pissed me off and I don't know who, why. Like major mooodswing. I realized, how much money I have, I am not happy at all.
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A very major moodswing! Yes, MAJOR! Off work at 7pm today, while waiting for bus, I feeel so terrible and wanted to breakdown. But is like, people gonna call me mad. Can't control of a little bit of tears, still cried in the bus. Not till the extend that i pour it out luh. Till I reach my house void deck, enjoying my bubble tea, I still cried no matter how hard I tried to stop. So many passerby, so many pair of eyes looking at me.

I'm weak, I'm noob and that's me.

Anyway, tomorrow gonna be my off day. Gonna meet Yvonne for dinner :) then maybe billiard for awhile luh. Ohya, gonna visit vivo in the early noon to get some stocks and visit the Canon office to get somethings. Tomorrow gonna be a busy day.

Shouldn't think so much ;) I should sleep early today. Soooo, stay tune for my 30 days' letter challenge that I've found recently on tumblr. I'm gonna challenge myself to write a letter to 30 different people :) sounds coool right? Heh..

Ja mata ne!

It's all YOU

2010-09-24T01:04:00.001+08:00

Hey,
I can't find a reason for me to online since you're not there anymore?
I don't seem the reason why am I onlining 24/7 on my phone, yet yours is always a red colour man?
I really miss you :(
I hope you really will meet me soon :(
I will hug you like I hug no one else before I swear!
You are the first,
Who made me think of you the hole night.( I sound like a lesbian, but I'm not)
I just simply miss a close friend of mine, very much.
Xoxo, darling.

Dilemma

2010-09-20T18:57:00.001+08:00

Although I sound so happy on my previous post, but if can I would really want to go back to my 15th birthday,
21 Feb 2007.

My Sweet sweet loveeeeee ~

2010-09-19T02:39:00.001+08:00

Hi baby. You're being sweet recently.
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I was working and sitting inside the counter. I thought you was in camp. You called and asked whether I miss you not. I answered you " yes " and you asked me to stand up and turn behind and you were behind me. This made my day seriously :)
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I fall a sleep early one night. You thought I ran out. You spammed calls and message. You drove over at 2am to see where I am, waited for half an hour before you went home. Sorry ^^
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I was sleeping at your house. I text you and tell you that I'm lazy to wake up to go home, then you replied " want kena smack ah? " Silly me, thought you were in camp, so I just simply reply " okay lor, come smack me now " and within 5-10 mins, you pop out out of the sudden and smack me like no tomorrow ^^

Simply love you so much :)

Happy birthday

2010-09-18T00:02:00.001+08:00

Hi GCXY,

Happy 19th birthday. Hope you do enjoy your night :)

You know what? After I served them, I feel like crying, because when I saw your mum and sister, I felt that I'm like seeing you :)

May all your wish comes true <3

From your forever darling

Sibei guai lan de customer

2010-09-15T22:29:00.001+08:00

Damnnn, just yesterday, encounted a damn guai lan customer. This is what he say himself. Really got fucking shocked.

He came in, wanna buy a home cordless phone. So this is the damn conversation with him.

Him : FUCK! This M phone is fucking sucks. Son of a bitch seriously. I bought it for only 6 months and now it's spoilt.
Me : *stun* They got a 1 year warranty, you can send it for service sir.
Him : Miss, no point lah. 6 months only. 79 bucks only. I no money and buy a new phone? I promised I will bring this phone back tomorrow and smash it on the floor in best for you to see.
Me : - don't know what to say -
Him : yi eh Lang kong wei sibei di ah. Wa buay Gia si eh, wa eh Lang si sibei guai lan eh (in hokkien)

WTF lor!! Then he keep on knnbpcb with me -.- then Patrick ask me don't serve him already. In the end I serve him all the way and he say he's a lawyer -.- he need to make call to Malaysia and London -.- WTF.

Say wanna come back today also never come back. Here is best denki! Is not a pub whereby you can speak whatever vulgaritiea you want -.- lame shit!

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我很想你。

2010-09-12T23:29:00.001+08:00

GCXY <3
Ever since you're gone, half of my life like gone too. IMYVM.

No one chat with me overnight like how we use to do.. No one will always text me like how you do.

No one make me smile like how you do.

I realized after you have gone, my life becoming more and more unhappy.

Why didn't you text me at all? I'm so disappointed :(

Knowing that you've start work already is a good news. :)

Keep on checking on your Twitter, whether you did update or not. I know you locked your Twitter and no followers, even if I see your number of Twitter increased I will be happy too. Because I know you not yet cut with all cyber world. It still stuck at 4486 tweets. :(

Waiting for you to come back!
我很想你！你知道吗？？

2010-09-11T21:24:00.001+08:00

I promised, i wont give you a peaceful life. Because of you, my life is ruined.
Don't think too highly of yourself, because you're just a piece of shit :) Nothing at all.
Who are you to talk to me in this way? Lame shit _|_

Fishing day ~

2010-09-11T18:11:00.003+08:00

Congratulation on my babyboy! Finally got his license! Weetuweeee ~
He passed his TP on the thursday and then drove us out on the fridayy!
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Last night, he came to fetch me along with Joven, then went to fetch Ashley after that went to Pasir ris to look for Eunice and Gareth.
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Stil fishing at 2am+? And the whole night no fish at all! Until 6 or 7am plus Gareth manage to fish one big one! Hahahahah!

Superbbb big!
But cannot bring home. LOL. Only can take picture with.
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Okay, boring saturdayy! Should i go bugis meet Jazzmine and Appleeeeeeeee???
Fucking miss them like helll :)
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Hahaha, okay. Enough said. BYE!

Thanks :)

2010-09-10T22:17:00.001+08:00

One day, my 5 years old cousin visited my house together with her mum. I was preparing for my work.. As she watched every of my expression because I feel so pek chek and stuffs. Then when I was about to leave home, she approached me and asked, " jiejie, why you look so sad? " and my reply to her was " I need some colours in my life. " she said this to me, " are you rushing for work? If not can you bring me home? I lend you all my colouring equipment. "

She definitely made my day :) as cute as ever.

Life's gooood!

2010-09-08T01:19:00.003+08:00

Heheh, picture taken just now @ the playground outside kangkar!

Anywayy, i got a new ♥ !

Very beautiful, Samsung EX 1.

I can say, it's the best cam i ever use, seen, have!

Dont ask me, " WHY SAMSUNG? SUCH A LOUSY BRAND! "

My reply to you will be, " Fuck you. "

I've come acrossed so much customers, telling me Canon is good, canon give no problem, etc.

My reply to them is, " DEPENDS "

Canon's camera is expensive NOT because of they are damn good.

Remember who they invited to advertise their DSLR for them?

How many advertisement, commercial they made you know?

So do you think they will earn if they sell their camera at a very low price?
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Customer always tell me, " Eee, this brand's camera reliable meh? I think Canon is still the best. "
Hahaha, Canon is NOT GOOD at making camera at all. Their first product was a PRINTER if you guys dont know.

Stop telling me Canon is good. YES, i dislike Canon. So what? LOL.
I am confidence to tell you people that Samsung EX 1 is much more better than G11 :)
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Anyway, life is as boring as studying now. Boobooo, i miss gcxy.
Where have you been??
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" By the way, today i walk pass a jewelery shop and saw lots of Hello kitty's accessories and remembered that your birthday is coming soon. Hmm, i was thinking to get one for you. But? I still dont know whether are you reading my blog or not. But im just jotting it down here in case you came. Faster call me okay? "

Gonna sleep soon ^^

Loveeeeeeeeee, Joanna :)

Get this chance to blog

2010-09-03T09:45:00.001+08:00

Hi! Totally no time to blog -.- By the way the reason I wanted to blog because of someone..

Hey, I'm not sure whether you will still on your damn laptop and read on our blog. From the day you went MIA, me and Q have been missing you. Whatever we wanted to tell you, we already told you.. I can't comment much because it's not my relationship.

As a friend of yours, I don't want to see you suffer like this. Where is the YOU I know?

I just want to know, are you happy with your life now?? If yes. I got nothing to say. If no, please wake up! Get your life back normal!!!

And to that pcb, don't be selfish!

Can't deny

2010-08-25T12:57:00.001+08:00

Have been emoing for a few days, non-stop hits with boyf too.. I realized that i can't be totally happy, I can't smile like before. I can't deny that my life now is totally sucks yet I can't accept the fact too..

I'm just lying my life away, I don't know what I'm doing. I don't get what I want, as long as I keep whatever I don't want..

Some asked me to relax, some asked me not to bother. Yet one side just fucking fucked my life up and the other one just couldn't stop fucking up my life and let me had a rest.

I felt that I'm like a piece of meat inside the burger. I can never choose whether I want to come before bread and be the top of the burger.. No longer in the middle of the bread. But that's impossible of course.

You said that I'm not respectful enough. I'm someone who is fair and square. If you treat me nice, I don't have the reason of not treating you nice back. How I treat a person if reflect on how they treat me seriously.

I'm 18 now, not 16. Not a kids anymore. I can decide how I want my life to be, what I want to be. I can have the freedom I want to. My parents dint even care. Why should you? You got no athorities at all.

Blah blah blah...............
.I'm, just, not, happy.

Life just sucks, working now.. It's kind of bored so I decided to blog since there's no customers at all. -.-
Bye

Fuckit.

2010-08-23T01:59:00.005+08:00

Totally not in the mood today! I mean NOW! I need a break please. Im gonna vent everything out hereee.

Thanks to my blog, i can rant everything here, anytime. You're fucking awesome.

- I used to be a cheerful girl.
- I used to be a girl that no one can ever stop me from doing anything i wanted to do.
- I used to be a girl with lots of freedom.
- I used to be a girl that some people USED to envy with.
- I used to be a girl that my life wont be so lifeless as compared to now.

People always thought that im a happy go lucky girl. Just sometimes i'll get a little bit emo and also everytime i got some kind of piss of easily.
But now im really fucking angry, tired.

Things around me dont goes well in my way, anyway who does? But mine is fucking over.
People around me are getting more and more fuckup and i dont understand why.

I had a bad bad family background and no one knows. Except for some of my friends and boyf's parents.

I admitted, im not a good girl. All because of my fucking family which i think that there's not a need for me to stay in. This place is only somewhere for me to keep my stuffs and sleep in. I cant find Love anywhere here accept from my dog. He is the only one who will accompanied always.

When i was small, i often did birthday cards and stuffs for my family. But they did not receive it at all. Cause on that particular day, somethings sure cockup and i'll tear those cards away. I'll always did my best to make them happy. But seems like im always left out in the family. Everytime when i was at living room with them, they kept quiet. Until i get back to my room, i heard some chatting and laughter. Maybe because i was the last child, youngest in the family, we totally got nothing to say and we do have generation gaps. Be it Sister or Parents.. Because my Eldest sis is already 30 and im 18. So do you think we have generation gap? They often go out without me. Maybe because they often went to drink and at that point of them, i havent reach my legal age yet.

Seriously no one can compare the jialat-ness from family with the conflict. I often complained, be it to friends or on twitter. They always goes " Same same ", " I also " Ahhhhhhhh, FUCK YOU LAH. i cant even bothered to reply -.-

My parents are more baised to the 3 sisters i have. Maybe because they do contribute $$ to them.
They dont give me whatever you think i have. Whatever i have, i earn it myself.

During sec school, i dont really go shopping. Normally people got money from their parents to shop. But i dont. And i wont even bothered to ask for $$ cause i know they wont give.
I dont come from a poor family though. Because they are selfish.
Chinese new year, i always ask $$ from them, they wont give too. If give they also give not much. So I BUY WHAT LANJIAO? I still remembered last year -.- I asked money from my mum and what she said was " Why need to buy? You got so many clothes. Just wear any lah "
Zzzzz, Chinese new year also no new clothes from me. HOW PATHETIC? In the end it was my sis who give me money.

When i was 14, i get to know some friends which turned me bad and till now i didnt even regret at all. I turned rebellous till my parents dont even care me. I wanna go home or not they also dont care. Whether i wanna go school, study, they also dont care. Till that time when i'm up with alot of case, they start to control me abit because i have curfews from the police too. But only for a few months, they requested the police for not giving me curfews cause they know that they cant control me at all. Sometimes called to ask me go home but i refused to also.

Usually, people get big angbao on CNY and their birthday but i got non..

When i turned 15, i get to know my current boyf. Which i found love in their family. Cause they care me, unlike my own family...

I started working at 16, when i was preparing for my N level. They didnt stop me. Infact they encourage me to work. Because they wanted me to contribute money for the family too...
Like HELLO MOTHERFUCKER, i was only an part-timer and also i was half studying and half working. YOU THINK I CAN EARN 800 per month? Dream off can? I need to pay my phonebill myself, expenses and school allowance, books, etc etc..

So i failed my N level and continue working.. Whatever i have now, i earn it myself. My parents didnt buy me anything unlike some of you, handphone, laptop, clothing... The psp, wii i bought was using my own money..

Sometimes i borrowed money from my mum, all she say was " she no money ". Then when my sis ask she will give them money.

Last year, i decided to study. I asked my dad whether he will give me money to study or not. What he say was, " No, go and work " FUNNY RIGHT????????!!!!!!! He still asked me, " Why study? Go work lah! "

I will remember clearly how they treat me.

Firstly, normally when my sister working, my mum will prepared sandwiches for them.. When i first day work in best denki, i asked my mum "WHY NO BREAKFAST!", what she replied was, " Your sister not working, you want go make myself" KNNNN, LIMBEI LUN.

Secondly, I always ask mum for money, what she give was $10. When sister ask, she gave was $50-$100. FUNNY RIGHT.

Thirdly, when i was jobless, i asked my mum to buy something back for me to eat. She asked me to cook myself. When my sis was at home and feels hungry, my mum will either cook or buy for them. FUCKER RIGHT?

This year i turned 18, to youngster who turned 18 will felt so happy but i dont. Normally on your birthday, parents will surely give you angbao. Somemore this year is 18, you become a legal age. I know i abit THICK SKIN and ask for angbao -.- But my mum didnt give at all. My 3rd sis was already married, so she asked my mum whether need to give me angbao or not. What she says was NO!
Few days ago, it was my 3rd sis 24th birthday. She came back home the day before, and mum give her an angbao. SO I WAS LIKE WTF. BAISED ISNT IT?

I hate staying at this house, i cant find homely love here.

When i was sick at home, they will find me irritating cause i kept on coughing.. Asked me to go out..
When i was sick at boyf house, first thing the mother will do is to feed me medicine..
I cant forget when i was fucking sick at baby house, his mum keep on coming in to the room and takecare of me, when i was half a sleep, i heard her saying, " sweat come out already! going recover soon! " and she will buy something for me to eat without fail.

My parents dont bring me to overseas at all..
His mum will always ask me whether i want to join them for malacca or genting.

Sometimes, i even had heart-to-heart talks with boyf's dad which i didnt had before with my dad.
He even wanted to fork out money for me to do business IF ONLY I HAD ANY GOOD BUSINESS IDEA.

Sometimes i breakdown because of them, not because i love them. Because i wonder why the hell they can treat their own daughter like this. When i never work, all my mum would said was, "FASTER MARRIED OUT SUA LAH" -.- NB, SHE WISHED I FASTER DIAO KIA AND MARRIED OUT ISIT?

I FUCKING CB PISSED OFF AND DULAN ALREADY YET JUSTIN YEE KEEP ON ADDING FIRE ON IT. I KNOW HE IS TRYING TO MAKE ME HAPPY. BUT IM JUST NOT IN THE MOOD TO TALK ABOUT THIS MATTER AND ALSO HE DONT KNOW HOW TO CONTROL THE LIMIT AND KEEP ON DISTURBING AND MAKING ME MORE AND MORE FUCKING DULAN.

FUCK, MAJOR HEADACHE. SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL LIKE DYING AND YI LIAO BAI LIAO. SO I WONT HAVE THIS FUCKING LIFE I HAVE NOW. CCBKNNBPCB!

Updates.

2010-08-16T15:13:00.004+08:00

Hihi :D I'm back with pictures update.. I guess my blog i dying soon uh.. Readers all run away also liao ):
First! National Day, Yiling's legal 18th birthday!

Finally finally everyone is 18 :) We can go party liaooooo :D

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Some meetup session with Chelsia Lee !

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And at last!
Kbox session with Gladys& Xiaoqinggggg!
My lovelove :D

Sibei cui sibei ugly, cause im sick! Ahahah.
Damn long never see my fucking face already right? :D
Hate to upload pictures on blog seriously..
I promised i will update more often okayyy *cross fingers*

Plaza Sing's best close already! Finally we fought the war with a happy ending.. Will miss my colleagues especally my IC.. Miss her alotalot.

My new home is at Compassspoint!
Feel free come and visit me at the camera counter! :D

A quick update

2010-08-12T02:06:00.001+08:00

Helllllo ! It's been very very very vert long since I last updated my blog! I don't even have time to visit my blog uh!!! Damn sad.

I got no idea how to bring back the readers like how I used to have. The traffics I used to have!!

Recently was just so busy because I didn't had my off day, though I had 4 days of mc. I'm really falling sick lah! People always thought that I geng. Damn bloody sad lor. And I don't really Even got the chance to touch my lappy as my mum is hugging to it everyday. Now I'm using my phone to blog and now it's 2am yet she's still playing. So tell me how can I blog?

Anyway, recently got so much events.
• kbox with Gladys and Xiaoqing!
• Queenie advance 21st birthday party @ granny house.
• Leow's 18th birthday chalet.

I've pictures to update!! Just stay tunes for my picture okayyyyy! I promised I will blog more often!!! Lol!

Gottta sleep soon :) Work still on tomorrow. A few more days only. And I'll get to rest and also upload pictures :)
Oyasuminasai !!

BDD night.

2010-07-16T02:26:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was BDD night. All bosses were there, people who own BestDenkiDigital were there, suppliers were all there too. Get to know quite a few manager there, esp Samsung, GJH, Olympus and a few more.. Although i didnt won camera back, it's okay! Try again next year. Hahahh! Currently im chatting with my babydarling. Hahah, our chioest no colour phones :D

I got nothing to update, seriously nothing. I just wanna spend more time with my friends and loves becoz life is precious and your wouldnt know what happen next like today. I just lost a friend which i didnt talk to for a long time.

RIP

辛福的事

2010-07-14T02:07:00.000+08:00

You always start my day with a lil kiss& a tight hug. On the same time, with your lil actions and words may ruin my day.

双喜领们

2010-07-06T15:02:00.005+08:00

Yesyes, see my title and i really mean it (:

Havent been working for the past 3 days.

I finally can rest for a few.. On the same time, i enjoyed too.

On the 4th July

It was my bestbest buddy's birthday.

I just ♥ ♥ ♥ her so much so much.

Hope she enjoyed her birthday party although she seems quite guilty.

But nahhhhs, i dont care. As long as she's happy.

I knew that she's happy because she got 2 new toy right? (:
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Once again,
Happy 18th Birthday to my beloved girl
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It was my anniversary with my boyf after 12am,
A little quarrel plus a little of surprise he gave me.
Tears was bitter and sweet at the same time.
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Thanks baby, i ♥ you
Gonna head back to work tomorrow at different outlet.
Hope money is coming in and most importantly, not to quarrel with people over there again.
:)

Ja Mata ne!

Tons of zilian-ing photos of JAZZMINEANG's!

2010-06-19T22:59:00.010+08:00

Ogayyy ~ Hi! I'm back! Finally i got picture to post againnnnnn :D

Spent my off day wisely with my girlies!!

Accompanied JAZZMINE to ClarkQ and had her interview done.

Anyway, she started her job tonight, hope she enjoyed :)
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-Yoshinoya @ TheCentral next for lunchhhh!!

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Okay, after lunch, headed back to Hougang to look for YL at her work place.
Out of boredom, camwhore. Very obscene.(i mean her) But no choice. Enjoy while it last! :D
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A leopard will never changes it's spots.

2010-06-11T23:32:00.002+08:00

Hi, just to let you know that im uterally disappointed in you. For goodness sake, stop lying. Will you? I dont understand why you had to lie so much or i should put in this way, why you like to lie so much. Its not the first time, second time or third time. You jolly well know that nobody believes you anymore. Still want to continue lie? If you dont know, i already immune to all your words. I wont take in your words seriously anymore. Dont treat people as fools.

Jealous? Sorry. I wont get jealous of someone who ____ around. Hahas! Stop all your bullshits. Not appreciate at all.
How many years you want to lie? You dont feel tired when you have to think of something to lie? Ohno, why i get to know such people like you?

People said, "A leopard will never changed its spots." It makes sense and i believe it.

I'll pray hard that nothing gonna happen to you♥

2010-06-10T04:00:00.004+08:00

Time checked : 4.01am
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Alohaaaaa ! I'm here just because im bored. Hahaha!
Currently Im chatting with my darlinggg ♥♥

Tomorrow Im hitting the town together with my long-time-no-see Chelsia!!!
Munching on the Nestle MILO crunchs. I just cant stop eating recently. I needa to slim down right naoooooooo!

Okay, shall update tomorrow after town!!!

Toodleeees !
I hope nothing will happen to my darling, i cant lose her because she's someone that is so special to me♥

Time checked : 4.07am

2010-06-07T03:13:00.002+08:00

Time flies, one more month and we officially togther for 3 years. So much pain, so much tears go through.

You told me you read through our horoscope and tell me we will quarrel and might spoil this relationship. You asked me to endure, and after this month we'll be fine.

We often told each other that we can do well without each other. Ask each other to leave. Is that true? I was wondering too. You said before you will be faithful towards me, you said that you will love me till your eyes closed. You said before, no matter what happen, we stayed as one. This is what you said. You keep your promises well, and so do i. We'll go through smoothly this month and celebrate for our 3rd year :)

Loveyou, Justin Yee.

Worst nightmare

2010-06-06T02:33:00.005+08:00

Finally spent a lovely saturday night together with my girlfs (:
I should start my day with a retail therapy with Baby Yixian. But i fall a sleeeep ): So so sorry baby!
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Met up with Queenie on Friday night. Went over to Mr Bean cafe for our supper and chilling session.. Was so damn full and we cant even finish our food. Boyf called and decided to meet us there to finish our foood and he ordered spaggetti too. Back home around 5am? K.O straight away.
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Then woke up at around 5pm going 6. Overslept for my shopping trip with baby ): Quarrelled with Boyf again and went home with swollen eye! Prepared and cab over to AMK hub to meet up with the others at 9.30pm. Shopped for awhile while waiting for Jazzmine to close shop.
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Bought this bling bling watch over there. Nice? I was deciding on this white crystal or pink instead. I quite like the pink one. But majority ask me to take this one. So i get this instead. ):
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Jalan Kayu next for our supper, my first meal of the day actually.
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.Realising my face is becoming rounder and rounder. I got a pancake face!!!
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Cant finish it toooo!

After our meal, gonna cab home, but there's no cab at all loh!!!
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We walked towards this direction. Which is the expressway! LOL.. And we walked back again..

Took photos while waiting for cabbbb.

Missy Jazzy trying to help us to get a cab! Hahahaha!
She walked further down and even got her cardigan out to wave! Hahahaha!
Awesome outing, awesome laughter, AWESOME!

Gonna go back to work tomorrow!! Shag. Not to mention about my face and figure toooo. 1 word, 3 letters, C.U.I!!! Not to forget about going to a lousy beauty saloon and get my eyebrow trimmed. In the end it's more cui. Knn, dulanzxz man. Still got the face to ask me to get their 10 sessions and threading for my whole face. Buay kia lang more dulan -.-
The worst, ugliest eyebrow i ever have!

2010-05-27T02:21:00.003+08:00

I am back again to update my boring blog. Lol. Life still the same, work still the same. Just that something really just pissed me off at work. I might not show it out. But you know, its really unfair. Imagine i just throw a Gucci bag to them! __ It make me cannot get my Gucci bag, Asus laptop and of course Iphone luh. I need to wait wait wait again and again. Fuck sia seriously. If i found out who's the culprit, i sure make him/her crawl out of Century Best Denki __

Anyway, tomorrow's my off day again. I doubt i'm going out tooo. Waiting for my pay to come in, jitao half of my pay gone ): Today's sales damn good. 2 person working full shift, sold 13 cameras!! Including 2 SLR. I can see the ka-chings :D

Still damn heartache for that $765 bucks. See this > Each of us have to pay $765
And that is the cost price. The retail price would be around $1k+ lah __ Thats why i say i like just throw a Gucci bag to them because the bag i wanted to get is only at $600+

Think i need to go pray somemore. Let me strike 4D/toto again. Who says 4D is hard to strike? Those who never ever strike before after years of buying, cause you are weak :D

I striked when i only bought like the second time only. But please do not have the intention to rob me because i only strike for 10 bucks. LOL. Its not the money that counts, it's the luck. Understand? LOL!!

Ogayy, guess i've nothing to add on in this post already. Anyway, new songs added, old songs deleted in my playlist.

Loves!

Im here!

2010-05-19T02:15:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiii!!! ~
And yeap, i've posted my little darling's video on my previous post. I miss her so much!! Feeling kinds excited when she knows how to walk!

Okay, actually im feeling kind of bored. So decided to blog again. Realised that my blog is getting more and more boring due to the lack of updates and the boring post without pictures. Haha! (As you can see from my blog, how boring my life is.)

Life. So far so goood! Except for the things happened @ my work place. Seriously, i got no idea who did that and etc. Im so unwilling to pay for the loss yet i can do nothing :(

Yesterday was a day out with Queenieeee !~ After baby went for his medical appt, went inside one of their car at the carpark cause popo called and say the summon-ers is here. So waited for baby's dad came home. Didnt realised that it already got fined. :/
Went home for a shower, took a train down to meet Queenie! You know what? Its 2 months since i last took a train loh!! I feel damn awkard. Hahah!! Had our lunch at a coffeeshop nearby, then went over her house. OMG, her toy poodle. SUPER CUTE!! Its like a soft toy, look like a soft toy, i want i want i want!!!

Around 9pm plus, decided to head down to Mustafa. Its my first time there!! I always wanted to go there. But no chance to go. I will go there againnnn!! Jalan Besar Mac to chill next.. Then Swee Choon for tim sum. A roi!
Back to mustafa to get some stuffs. Some coffeeshop to chill again next while waiting for Baby and Lionel to reach. Walked over to jiandaojian and baby and lionel had their supper there. TTSH next. Wait wait wait, and finally home sweet home at 5am plus.

Know what? It had been 3 years since i last went out like this, so late!! Though im kinda happpy. But i feel tired tooo. Lol.

Okay, guess i got nothing to carry on anymore.
Mata Ne!! :)

2010-05-16T01:56:00.002+08:00

Videos of my precious :)

Time heals everything?

2010-05-13T19:48:00.000+08:00

Normally people said, "Time heals everything". Its that true?
1 year had already over, so fast.
Yet im still tearing like how i did on that particular night.
It just hurt so much like before.
1 year, nothing being heal. The broken heart is still there.
Though things might change already, but the mark is still there.
There's no way to ammend it.
Unless i've lost my memory, can i?

Im happy!!

2010-05-08T23:23:00.002+08:00

Alohaaaaaa!! I feel so happy so i decided to blog though im using my phone to online (: Actually it was a good news and a bad news. But the bad one turn out to be a good one (:

First, the bitch i hate alot was transfer to the other outlet from Monday onwards. Then a guy will transfer over to my outlet! Apparently, i knew that guy since i was 14 years old. I doubt he will still remember who i am (:
Actually i didnt know that i got so much friends working at Best until people tell me. Example, there's a guy who worked at Ipzone before tooo and was under my beloved Jellly! Then Patrick, was at compass outlet.
Okay, whatever. Just to share with you guys that i feel extremely happy because i dont have to work with that bitch anymore!!
Hehee.

Okay, second.
Today i left my phone on the chair in the office and happily went home after that!! What the heck right?! I only discovered when i was about to reach Ikea. Then i quicky alighted and cross the road, hired a cab and went back to CenturySquare. Luckily officer did keep my phone for me. Actually what i heard was, someone wanted to keep my phone. So heng right?

After all, tigong, guanyin and tuapekgong still dote on me :DD Thanks very de muchy. I will love you!! Support you all de. I didnt waste my trip and 2bucks for the pray thingy to pray you all! Ai si ni men ~

Will upload PrincessElaine's video soooon! Grabbing things when shes only 4 months old. (:

Okay, thats alll ~
LOVES :)

Forgave, but not yet forgotten

2010-05-07T22:04:00.004+08:00

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*blowblow*
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Hello! I'm back and alive, clearing the dust collected during the past few weeks!
Okay, let's rewind back to last weekends.
Dont bother about weekdays because what i do was work, work and work!
Last friday, went over to boyf's house after work. Then boyf's daddy going down to Lionel's chalet. So me and boyf followed him there.

Nothing much there, so went home around 2am plus.

K.O.

Saturday, went work. Fucking shag. It's only the first day of May. Suppose to start work @ 830am because of stocktake

I only managed to wake up at 830am. Feel so fuckup. Showered and received a call from my incharge.

Change to afternoon shift, yet late tooo. Fuck right? Lol.

After work, was waiting for cab. Jitao no cab at all. Damn, i swear my mood is like fucking down and i might go crazy anytime.

Reached TCG, waited for Ang and Leow to reach. Time to cut cake!

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Happy 18th birthday bee!!

The gathering really changed my mood, really! (:

Especially talking with my beloved ex-classmates.

I miss school life like seriously!
Remembering how much i hate PE, but yet im missing it right now.

Because we managed to maintain our body due to PE.

Im getting fatter and fatter now!! Booohoo!!
Boyf says if i slim down, he wont want me anymore.

What kind of boyf this is? LOL.

I'll try to blog more frequently..

If not i rather close down this blog.

I need a few more bucks for my nuffnang to be cash out!!
I need more advs and more people to click!!
So guys, what are you waiting forrrr? Click it mannn!!
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Last but not least,

Happy 34th monthlyversery

Ja Mata Ne!

2010-04-19T23:39:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm not yet dead. Alive and kicking well! Same goes to Princess Elaine. Her kick is the most powerful one. (:

Have been working these few weeks. So i got no time to blog as well. Moreover, my mum is on the computer chair 24/7 ):

Was thinking to get an iphone next month and getting a new Asus laptop soon, for gaming purpose luh.

I hate that jinx in my counter seriously. Everyone is leaving one by one. Her name should change, to suaybei lah.

Got nothing much to blog alr. Goodnight!

Offf day!!

2010-03-30T15:28:00.005+08:00

HELLLO! Finally got the chance to touch lappy againnnn! But this wasnt mineeee. My mum still playing with it like whole day longgg! Never give it a rest at alll! Hope my lappy will dong and dont ki cia cause not enough of rest!! Ok, click more for photos!!

Taken on yesterday morning. Super sian cause i alone ):
By the way, the photos taken using Casio S12 which i've mentioned before.
I took it without makeup somemore.

See this >> WITHOUT MAKE UP.
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SLR timeeee!

Now im super in love with DSLR!!

Photos were taken using Canon D550 and Nikon D5000

My counter!
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Canon D550 is an expensive bitch!
$1.5k.

But i super in love with SLR. Omgggg! Buy me anyone ?:D

Hehe.

Ok, there's work tomorrow again.

And im meeting Yvonne and Yixian after work tomorrow!!
Yvonne gonna fetch me after work and then we'll fetch Yixian after her lesson!!
Misss them.

Seeee ya!

2010-03-22T14:49:00.002+08:00

BabyE is damn chubby right! Hahah. Yesterday was Baby's 2nd month!
Happy 2nd month living on this Earth, BabyElaine!

Loves.

Working life starts,

2010-03-19T01:54:00.002+08:00

Hi!! Didnt managed to online this few days because i was too tired after work. Went home straight these few days and slept after that. Overall, the work is ok!!

Finally got the chance to touch my lappy. Though im sleepy, but my stupid mum just cant stop playing my lappy. So i have to wait for her finish using so that i can use -.-

I'm working at Best Denki now, but under the Digital one. So if you wanna get any camera, mp3/4, house phone, can come get from me @ Century Square!! Hahah.. Nice and fun loving colleagues over there too. Hope i wont get transfer lah.

Basically just got nothing to blog. About iphone on my previous post. My counter actually have 3/5 person is using iphone! Actually there's one more, but sad case, my first day of work is actually his last day of work. But ok lah. Dont affect me too. ^^

So, me so wanna get an iphone too lah. Im waiting for the 4g/4gs to come out. Hopefully is the one with the purple light. Gan chio. I also wanna get a camera for myself? LOL!! Casio S12. Because the camera has a function called the Make Up mode. Even you take picture without makeup, also damn swee cause it will cover your dark eye ring, pimple, blemish, etc..
And also a mp3? The now Sony S series Mp4 with speaker. So chio man.
Zzz, havent start earning money already plan where to spend my money at. Hahaha!!

Tomorrow morning shift again.
Ok, nothing to blog. Bbyeeee!

sibei de bored!!

2010-03-13T07:09:00.003+08:00

Hi, Good morning one and all.

Currently blogging through phoney againn. See how i rely on this phone so much :D I plurk using my phone, tweet using my phone, blog using my phone. And also, online on MSN using my phone. Alsoalso, login to facebook from my phone too. Though its not an iphone, but i can do so much things on it.

Recently just realised that , 99.9% of the people in this WWW think that Iphone is a MUST HAVE phone. I dont know why. Wherever i go. Majorities are using an Iphone. More and more people are getting it. Its fucking common to have an Iphone nowadays, i wonder any primary school kids out there is currently using an iphone? Its common but the price didnt drop! I guess if the price really drop, everyone in this WWW will get an Iphone for themselves too. Though last time i also got abit gian of Iphone. But its too common already. Once my friend told me that she wanna get an Ipod Touch and i ask her why not get an Iphone instead? Because it had almost the same function just that ipod touch cannot call and text. Now i understand why already.

LOL, guess im just too bored already. Boyf is sleeping next to me, leaving me alone. Sad lah. Also quite hungry. I think i never see the sun rise i buay gei yan to sleep?

Going compass later on with 1st sis. Gonna get my working clothes. Cant imagine myself with white long sleeve blouse and black skirt. LOL. And also, paying for my exams fee. Omg, a full time job + studying for 2 subs. I really hope that i can cope luh. And ofcourse i need people to help me with my studies. And i know there are certain number of people who are willing to study with me or teach me right? :D

I have a friend who worked for a full time job, yet studying for private O. 1 week, 1 day of studying from 10am to 10pm? And the rest of the day she have to work from morning 10.30am to night 9.30pm? I got more time than her to study for my exam because i've shifts for my work and she doesnt even have any shifts? So i was thinking, she can, why cant i try? I salute her and love her as well.

Hoohoo, i guess i'm really too bored. The sun is out! Gonna try to get some sleep already! If only i can?

Haha!!

XOXO!!

No more gambling.

2010-03-11T11:31:00.002+08:00

Tuesday i think?
Went to City Square Mall located at Farrer Park for an interview.
Im starting work on next monday, hopefully i can turn back my body clock and not to be lazy anymoreee!!
After that, went home for a change and then cab down to 天慈宫 located at punggol together with Ahleow.

Waited for Jazzmine to reach then start our mahjong session. Leonard, Matthew and Jacky come at a later time. Asked Leonard to play for me cause i lose like siao already.

Tsk!
After our mahjong session, walked over to Punggol plaza for our dinner.

Cab home sweet homeeeeeee.

Damn bloody tired mann.

Feel so pek chek when i already found a job then people start calling me and ask whether i still finding a job or not. When i got no job, no people call me at all lah hor __

Then some funny number miss called me. +82 98-1173.

Still got space and dash one loh. Dont know where the hell the number came from.

PEKCHEK

Scammer back in action.

2010-03-07T21:41:00.005+08:00

http://jspeaking.blogspot.com/2010/01/beware-of-scammers.html

I confirmed that this blogshop owner is playing punk.

She's back to scam blogshopper's hard-earned money.

http://fashion-tend.blogspot.com

http://xuni-instocks.blogspot.com

NOW!

http://shop-myluv.blogspot.com

shop-myluv@hotmail.com

I happened to click on her blogshop while blogshopping.

Me and my friends went to tagged her on the tagboard and said that she's that xuni,

she claimed that she's using fashion-tend's picture, but she's not fashion-tend.

And say what please understand blah blah blah,

she think we stupid or dumb or ah hai or first time or what?

Still tell other shoppers that she dont use her phone to do business.

By the way, she did post out her POSB account number out and i realised it was the same as xuni's. After asking her why their account number is the same then she clear it away.

Confirm she's guilty right?

And she privated that blogshop again.

Please take note that her account number is 124-61384-1

If you got scammed by her, please do not hesitate to report this to the police.

She's definitely wasting everyone's precious time.

If you want her number, you can ask from me!!!

XOXO!! ♥

2010-03-07T04:04:00.006+08:00

Lots of ♥ !

Jazzmine, Elieen, Apple, Jiayi.

Was totally late today. Sorry for the trouble! They came and fetch me near to my house bus stop, still have to wait for meeee! I'm soso sorry lahhhh!!

Went over to Kallang Leisure Park for k!!
Met Jiayi over there. Then Apple and Kelvin(her bf) cameee.

Sing, sang, sung! ♥

Funniest part!! He sang like this to his girlfriend! Hahaha!
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I guess you guys will feel that your 18th,21th birthday is the most important birthday in your life right? For me, i do.
Though i didnt celebrate my birthday this year and of course, with nothing, not even a cake.
Today i felt so happy because i somehow celebrated my birthday together with my beloved Feb-baby friends. Of course, with a cake somemore!

Jiayi's birthday almost over for a month?
Apple's - half a month?
Me - 14 days.

Yes, though a damn-fucking belated one.
But it's not the time that counts, it's the heart right?
Because Jazzmine was in Msia for her license,
Elieen? Busy?
Hahah, you can still wish me a Happy Birthday if you dont mind? LOL!

We are all Feb babies (: Including Kelvin!

Pardon me of my super serious dark eye circleeeeee!
I'm lacking of sleep and you definitely know why!(if you have been reading my blog)
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Like what i've said in my previous post,
with best friends around, everyday could be a birthday!
Even you've got 50 friends, or even more.
You wouldnt know which one is true to you. So what for making so many friends, causing troubles for yourself?
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I'm not anti-social or what. That's just what i thought.
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Ok! It's getting late, gonna rest sooon.
Not enough sleep seriously.
Still got an interview on Monday!!
Yawnnnnnn ~ BYEBYE (:

Good Morning!

2010-03-04T09:02:00.003+08:00

Hi! Good morning. Its 855am now. Blogging through phone again. Lol. Totally got no chance to touch my lappy lah. My mum like stick onto it for 24hours. She even got the time to help me and my sister to play our fb account. Shes damn busy de luh. Feel so tired man. Got back home at 745 just now from boyf's house? So reluctant to wake up. But still, i forced myself to wake up and got back home.

Didnt sleep well the night before yesterday too. Only slept at 7am plus? And got woke up by so many phonecalls from morning till afternoon.

Went mahjong over at Jacky's place together with Angeh and Ahleow during in the late noon.
The whole session was LOL. Jacky forever so nonsense. We had a hard time to think. Keep laughing throughout the game man. Ended our game at around 9pm plus. Had our dinner at Punggol Plaza, cab home.

Waited for boyf to come and fetch me. Went home. Wanted to coma first, but still boyf coma first ): Cant really sleep.. Chatted with BOMBA and xian throughout the night. Forced myself to sleep at 5am. Thats bad.
Why do i have to force myself to sleep and wakeup? ):
Seriously need a job right now. Gonna go buy newspaper lateron.

Might going mahjong again later at dont know whos place. Im gonna win back what ive lost last night for sure. Double, triple! Huat ah!

Bye (:

爆料黑玫瑰

2010-03-03T02:34:00.001+08:00

I was sleeping and missed the show just nowwwww!! So sad. If not i would be laughing the whole day longgg. LOL!

Anyway, Jazzmine is backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!! Gonna meet her tomorrow!!

Loves!

Percy Jackson And The Lightning Thieves.

2010-03-02T03:52:00.002+08:00

Hi Hi, Aloha ~ Blogging through phone again because im bored. Currently at boyf's house. He dont want to accompany me. So my dearest JYSW is sleeping like a pig right now.

Woke up at 5pm today. How am i suppose to sleep now? Straight away bathed and cab over to boyf's house. Cab over to bishan J8 to pat tor. LOL. Watched Percy Jackson And The Lightning Thieves. Not bad. Finished the show at almost 9pm.

Took train back Hougang, and had our dinner at KFC. Back home sweet home.

Wanna watch 72 tenants and prosperity blah blah blah because i got the movie ticket for free from kbox that time.

Boyf so good lo. Within 1 week bring me go watch movie 2 times. No wonder the day before yesterday my mum striked 4D first prize. Tsk! =/

There's an interview tomorrow. Gonna try wake boyf up now. Im hungry ~

Back!

2010-03-01T05:53:00.003+08:00

Hi! Im back again blogging at such weird timing. 5.45am. While most of the people are sleeping soundly, snoring, dreaming of kissing their prince or princess! Lol.
Okay, i seriously wanna turn back my body clock ok. Dont remind me of how many million times i've mentioned about this. But well, i couldnt sleep last nighg because of Princess Elaine.

Yes, E stayed over last night because my sister happily go chiong. E was still ok when she reached here. Maybe she was sleeping? Then received a message from sister, saying when the clock strikes at 2am, E will wake up and wide awake. So it really happened. Had a hard time convincing her to sleep because she doesnt like to sleep in the rocker.

She finally slept at 7am and i went to my lala-land too. I wanted to post her lovely pics out. But eventually, i did not know how to upload as im using my phone to blog again. Haha.

I love my phone so much. I can blog, i can tweet, i can plurk using my phone! Of course, i love the one who gave me this phone!

Missing you baby!

The dumbdumb weather is getting worster these few days! Its getting hotter and hotter! Even if the sun is down!! Ohmygod, i feel like im melting. Worststill, my aircon brokedown!! Nnb, why so suay ):.

Got a good news! Jazzmine is coming back to town on tuesday night. Which is tomorrow! Kumpua de ni ahgong de knn de damn blooody de miss her de very de much.

Okay, gonna take a shower now. Its damn blarrrdy hot and laoniang yao shou bu liao le!! Boyf is going to wake up for camp soon.

Ja mata Ne!
Loves!

Hate to say this.

2010-02-28T01:36:00.004+08:00

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Sad to say this, but you sucks to the coreeee!

I officially hate you very very much!

I've got nothing to give you, but this _l_.

Take it or leave it.

Now you got nothing to do with me anymore.

hihi

2010-02-27T04:21:00.002+08:00

Hihi!! Im currently blogging through phone. The time now is 415am and im still awake. Feel so tired just now and slept for an hour or so? Still quite tired but i didnt continue sleeping. And now i just dont feel like sleeping anymore.

By the way, went for 2 interviews today this afternoon. Before that, met Yvonne at Kangkar mall for lunch first before we headed to our destination. Haha. So once i reach there, proud to say that i didnt lost my way to maxwell house (: At least i can prove that i still got a little bit of sense of direction. Not like someone. She said she got the sense of direction, yet she can get lost. Haha. You noob ah :D

Had a short interview with my consultant. Hopefully the skincare company will accept me lah. Then i had to go through another interview with the company and must stay at least a few months. If not i have to pay for their lost. LOL!! Must remember that i've got many things to target and pampered myself (: This is the only way to make me work for a longer period.

After that, headed back Hougang to Kovan. Met up with boyf's mum and Amanda to had another interview at Wingtai. But they are looking for flyer distributor for females. LOLWTF. Cant females promote product? Females should promote and males should do the distributing job isn't it? Ok whatever. So drop of the idea, walked over to Kovan and had our lunch at Hongkong Cafe.

Back Hougang for some shopping. Helped to carried things back home and leave with Boyf. Hg plaza's kopitiam next for boyf's dinner and i went back home.

Ok, i can feel alittle bit tired already. Maybe shall try to get some sleep. Don't wanna be an owl anymore. I must really turn back my body clock before i start working.

Ok, till then.
Mata Ne!!

Lovely Elaine!

2010-02-26T04:17:00.004+08:00

First thing i heard today when i woke up was Elaine's crying! Got waken up by her around 11 or 12pm +. Was too tired and fell a sleep soon again. When i woke up at around 1pm+, she was still crying out loud!! She looks cute wearing the clothes above right?!! Of course luh, i buy one lehhh! Hahaha.

Prepared and waited for Yvonne to reach. Cab over to Orchard Liat Tower. Had an interview over that, as a BA of Laneige. Well, it's BA againnnn. Think i got the fate working as a BA. Yesterday i sent resume to so many companies. But none of them replied. Sent it around 5pm. 5.27pm received a call finally. It was BA againnn!! But it was not from Laneige. So, i have to go for the interview tomorrow. Hope the agent's customer wasnt Laneige luh. If not i think i will cry! LOL. Because i have to travel to somewhere so far, and i didnt go before. Still dont know how to go yet. Hope i wont go missing tomorrow lah. Im a direction idiot. LOL!!

Fareast next to change my dress. SWEE LAH (: and do some window shopping. Taka next.

I wanted to buy BEBE tops lo. Last time i missed the chance of getting a BEBE top with discount loh! Damn regret of not going break with Faizal and Felicia! But isit worth of getting a BEBE top? Because it's just a simple tee with B.E.B.E with crystals? A jacket caught my eye toooo! Aww ):

Ohya, saw LP's BO close down already? Hahaha! Baleno kingdom close down already isit? ORHBI lah oh.

Wanna get either Uzap or Ukimono loh. Then my first sister say, " Havent start working jiu got something to buy already ah! " So i told her, " Must target first what, so i got the determination to work! " Second sister add on, " So after you get your target, you can quit le lor? " Me say, " I GOT SO MANY TARGET!! SCARED WORK 10 YEARS ALSO NOT ENOUGH MONEY TO SATISFIED ME AH ! " LOL.

Also wanna get a burberry bag for myself because second sis can get discount. But she say not worth it? I got so many things wanna buy loh ): Sadsad. But first i must really pay my phonebill lah. S$500 +. If not i will go MIA cause my friends wont be able to contact me liao ahhhh! Haha.

Might getting an Ipod touch too. See! I got so many things wanna get ): If i still working at IP, i bet i can get those above stuffs within 3 months. But sad lah, management sucks, what to do?

I wanna meet my ex-colleages from SKIP! Miss their kb so much. Especially all my IC and part-timers like Wenyan and Felicia!!

And also, missing JAZZMINEANGSOOKYEN like superduper much and Congratulation for getting her license!! Saw you blog and tweet. Are you back to Sg? Or are you still in Msia? Faster come back lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! LIMBU SIBEI XIANG NI THOUGH WE ARE TALKING ON THE PHONE THIS FEW DAYS.

Jaa Mata Ne!

HOTTTTT!!

2010-02-24T11:21:00.005+08:00

Watched The Wolfman with Boyf @ AMK hub last night. Not very exciting, not very scary, not nice to watch too.

*2 out of 5 popcorns(because i used 3/5 of the movie time to eat popcorn instead of watching?)

The beginning of the movie shows that Lawrence got bitten by the so-called beast. Then have dont know what curse. Of course got common sense de people will expect that Lawrence will become the wolfman lah. So he really become the wolfman, then wahlao, not interesting anymore manzxzx...

Seriously hate the sound effect too. Never got shocked once. Until boyf shocked me. Luckily i didnt watch it with my friends, if not the whole theatre will just stare at me luh. The girl sitting beside me worst sia. Keep kena shock by the sound effect and start making me to feel worried that " why is my seat keep shaking? " so the next moment, i turned and look at her, she was covering half of her face and suddenly jump up sia -.- Got so scary meh?

The funniest part of the movie is, the wolfman face look like a gorilla, size also like gorilla, walk like a gorilla, run like a gorilla, bite like a gorilla too. Just that it changes during night time or full moon lah. idk lah. To me, it looks more like a gorilla lah.

Finally movie ended, took bus home and sleep all the way till this morning! Sibei tired sia.
Then this morning, had my first time buying cig after 18yo. Now the feeling is, " check-check lah :D:D:D " LOL! Not very shiok, but hai hao lah. HAHAHA.

Specially for that bitch :
Hiiii! Never expect you to become like this, whatever we said, you just wont listen at all. You are just one stubborn bitch, not much words for you, but just knnbpcb, fuck off. WE DONT NEED YOU.

Birthday is nothing big.

2010-02-22T16:31:00.004+08:00

21 February 2010.

Helloooo! See my title ok!! I mean it seriously.

First of all, thank you friends for your birthday wishes, no matter through call, messages, blogs, MSN or where else. Many many presents, and asked me to claim from you guys(-.-) Some remembered, some forgot, but still called me in the last few hours (:

Went over as early a 2 in the afternoon yesterday(It has been so fucking long since i ever step out of my house that early). My 3rd sister came before that, had my breakfast cum lunch, then 1st sister's boyf drive us to Kaki Bukit(whatever it spells) to get BabyE's stroller. After much consideration, my sister finally get a stroller from Combi. I didnt know that a stroller can cost so much!! So maybe next time when i've got a baby, i just go to the ntuc, get the trolley with just a $1 coin and place my barangs including my baby inside. Or he/she can just seat on the "baby's seat" just behind the handle? LOL. Obviously im just joking. Also saw one Juicy Couture's stroller over there. Wahlaooos. Damn fucking chio.

Kk, after getting the stroller. Drive 3rd sister back her own house, then we went back home too..
Rotted awhile, went over to Hg mall to meet Boyf and his mum. After i stepped out of my house, my mood is already spoilt by i dont know what thing. I just felt fucking pissed off.

Carried things back their house. Watched some tv, got a surprise call from JAZZZMINEANG!!! ♥♥♥♥♥
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Went over to kbox at around 10pm+ with Boyf and Yvonne. Ended at 2am, back home and slept till 3pm, and im back home now.

SWEEEE LAH. Hahah! I already can sense that i am going to spend my birthday at Hougang againnnn. What a wonderful day i had!!

Then, 22 February 2010,
No matter what happen, you are still my best, understanding bro in my life.
Thank you so much, for the past few years, listen to my hearts, being there for me, hear/see me crying and didnt complain to me of my nonsense, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NGKAHWEI!

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♥

To my dearest JazzmineAng :
Hello my dear!!

Thanks for your call though you wasnt in Singapore.

Most importantly thanks for going until so far, just to find a lan shop and specially blog for me :D:D Thanks and love you many many ♥♥♥♥

I dont know are you going to read this. Probably a few weeks later? or even after you got back Sg. But i wanna say this now,

Me, Joanna Lau super love you, Jazzmine Ang.

We gonnna be friends, bestest buddy, alabus forever ok (:

Dont feel sorry or guilty just because you couldnt make it ok!

With friends around, everyday could be a birthday!

No matter you gotta know new friends from Poly, i gotta know new friends out of nowhere,

you are still standing and not sitting till rot in my heart! LOL!
You gonna be in the authority list in my life!

Im gonna talk to you once you are back. So pleaseeee be ready before you call me ok!

Annymaders and Jazzymaders !

HiHi!!

2010-02-20T22:51:00.002+08:00

20 February 2010!

Hi!!!
I'm turning 18 in another one and a half hours time. Dont feel excited at all because i've got no plan for tomorrow at alll!! As for today, worst birthday eve ever, not to mention, boring and i'm pretty pissed off by someone )':

Well, day started with breakfast with my boyf @ 805 around 10am+. Then plaza for 3 rounds of billiard. I don't know why my boyf will asked me to play. Because he normally dislike me playing that. Then hougang mall for a walk. Went back home and i feel hungry againnnnn!! Ate fishball noodle, shared with boyf. Went to sleep after that. Great!!

Got woke up by boy around 3pm+. Headed to his granny house for 捞鱼生. It was my first time eating that. Cause my family dont 捞 lor.. First time attempt. Quite sour. But after a few times eating that quite shiok!! But i was too full so didnt ate much..

After his game, went home. Then blah blah blah blah blah. Hate it mannnxzxzx!! Anyway, went home after i bought my dinner. So now, im here blogging after my dinner and i feel so sleeepy. Any kind soul please give me a slap after my meals pleaseeeee. If not i keep eat and sleep, eat and sleep, eat and sleep, no carories burned!! Even boyf's dad said im fat ----- ): LOL!

IM SO BORED. Really feel like sleepingggg already and i MISS JAZZMINEANG SO MUCH ):
Faster come back and accompany meee ):

K, damn sian now. Listening to THE BEST DANCE ALBUM EVER. Just bought recently. Old school techno and trance. HAHAH. Feel so weird.

Okay, enuff.
BYEBYE.

Happpy 1st month to Baby E!

2010-02-20T02:15:00.005+08:00

The above was cakes, brownies, red egg and chu bi rice inside the box!
Damn cute lahhh the box!
You can go to http://sweetestmoments.com.sg to order for cakes, cupcakes for anniversary and first month for baby.

Cutest!!
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I overslept today!!!
Didnt had a chance to carry Baby E ):

Chubby righttttt !!!
Aunty, NO should be jiejie :/ promised to buy you more chio chio clothing and bring you go gai gai ok!